Monday, March 17, 2008 { 10:24 AM }

i am going book in soon and sad to say,its gonna be a boring week for me but glad that i am booking out Thursday due to Good Friday the next day which i don't think days would fly fast.and before i forget,those who have kindly borrowed my things during the performance yesterday,please get it intact and pass it to me the next time we meet up alright.i think everything is gonna be fine but i pray for more happiness and i can see that flowing.


I bought for zeella something just now and she has received it.hope she likes it.just a lil something from a brother.whatever i learn form is to be true to yourself.i am missing Deluxious Explosion la and i heard my Nazurah is missing me.i miss u too girl..we meet up soon.contact the rest okay so we can have a gathering again and please take good care of yourself.if u have any problems,beep me darling Sister,and by the way,i felt happy i am so done with u la babe,i bet nazurah knows about it. *wink*.

{ 2:45 AM }

My Saturday turned out to be a blast hip and happening and it was one of the great moments for me.I slept around 3am the day before that and woke up like 6am and slept for only damm 3 hours and i can woke up feeling fresh.i started doing my things and chores,prepared things for my upcoming performance and doing some exercises.yeah yeah.had a great talk with parents before that and went off around 8 am to grandma's house for a visit and she advices me on things i should do and i shoudn't do and i am happy my family is still intact.alhamdulilah.after staying for an hour i went to pay my bills and proceeded home,say goodbye to mom before she left for work,s;ack around for a while and then i went out again To City Hall to get my black str8 cut jeans at $25 and went to bugis to get the Famous(F) Studded Belt at $35 and black colour vest which i find it style for $40,and total the sum up,i spent $120 in a day and a bit was from my parents but like my pay is gonna burn in few days,better start saving already.but i have added new collection to my wardrobe la sey.after that,went home str8 away and the Deluxious Explosion is having practice at Kallang,near my hometown at 12pm,as always,they would not exactly early but the person who make it at 12 was even way more late but we understand alright.

We had hardcore practice till 4pm and although there were lack of discipline,all of them give their very best and i swear each gave their very best and i can see a lot of potential in this group that i joined with them and i can see myself improving and i wish to venture more and learn more .Each and everyone of them have their own potential and talents but some don't but wish to bragged it all about.wake up boy.right here,i would like to thank each and everyone for making this guest performance at Smack That 360 a blast and i cherish all this memories for this.
but a big apology to all for not dancing with u guys T-pain because i know myself better and i don't want to spoil the whole thing but overall i know we did awesome baby.after that,we sat around to watch the rest and it was great and it was something different as the theme was rock
and to cut it shock,zeella,Vimal,Wani and I went to PLAY to club.yeah,Play to see Voguelicious performed their hit and it was great too enjoy even though at the wrong club.left at 3am and proceeded home.had a tired and worn out day.
A BIG THANK U AND HUGS AND KISSES FOR
in random order

Rouge-u have been part of the reason i wanna keep improving and do my very best on stage and smoke dem out and i know i need a lot of trainings to improve my techniques and my STM.i thank u for the great effort and time to be there for me,not forgetting the advices and the little sweet motivations that kept me going and just a thank u wouldn't be enough right but i owe u one babe.remember,no matter the game,u would always be C.P...Cute tapi Pendek.

Yan-u were part of the reason why i decided to really give all out,thank u for the patience and the love u had for me bro.i owe u one,i would remember the day u came down Bukit Panjang just to teach me the dance steps for this event but i guess i need improvements and i know i can because i got the greatest friends who have love for me and i really thank u for that.i would cherish the memories each time i miss dance but i hope it won't stop here.just remember your roots and the person who really make u guys big.

Hana-KAU MEMANG MAUT!hana,u seems to be a little impatient if people were to come late and played around during practice and i have to admit i admire your own character,the way u dance ,the way u brought yourself here,the way u breakdance and you are just irresistible at times.Keep it up girl because soon,u would have to compete with kak zeella already,she also going to retire in 10years time.haha..she is gonna kill me if she get to know this babe.thank u for everything and all okkay babe,i owe u one..see u around soon.

Fariz-u can really dance boy,when comes to T-pain song,wah,lupe daratan eh boy.u are really one damm great dancer and although we don't really communicate a lot,u still can crack stupid jokes.like B-O-D-O-H.haha..keep rocking and hope to dance with u guys again soon.take care allright and can i see you doing T-pain with hana again?

Ayu-girl,were seriously damm hot on stage yesterday,sizzling hot and burning but i can see the efforts u put in,just a little more and u are there baby,stay humble too and i can see the potential in you and i really hope to see u burn the dance floor again love.keep rocking allright.

Irah-i don't really talk to u don't i but all i can say u did a great job out there and a little more of this and there and u are there and honestly,take good care of yourself.

Ice-girl,u have to seriously talked less and joke less and dance more,kau kelakar la11tapi bila part joget,nak main2.wah3.suka2 but u did it alright just that,tkmo cakap banayk la..bising.!hehes

E-bro,thanks for all the guidance and motivations,u are new but i can see u trying very hard to be the same standard,keep it up bro.see u around soon yeah

Wan-hey mr B-boy,u rock it up again although u are small and u got versatility la bro,just a lil more and with a little coaching from the seniors,u can be there already la okayy..see u soon bro

Darren-aiya yoo..talked so loud but dance very good okaayy..it was great knowing u although u got a big fat mouth and like loudspeaker.no hard feelings bro but i am gonna miss dancing with you okayy..dance more.talk less.hehe

hattri-b-boy is back on the streets yaw.hey,kau makin maut la.da versatile and i am proud of u bro,but stay humble okayy.

i can't seem to remmeber the names but to top it all off,everyone did great and for those who i didn't mentioned,i am sorry because i don't know what to say la but u know it yourselves.i love u guys and thank Rouge for the Mixing of songs and everything la.a lot sey to elaborate.




Stop messing around with someone who is attached and although the couple seems to have a problem,u don't have to take it worse,seeing u hugging him and all and knowing his girlfriend is my good friend,hurts me deeply,i wish to tell her but i don't want to make it things worst but both parties are at fault.wake up la bitch!don't let someone fuck u then u know how it feels.

Saturday, March 15, 2008 { 10:27 PM }


First and foremost,to the party,forgive me for my flaws,didn't expect my previous post about X can be so shit like this.i guess i started it but i didn't know the outcome it can be till i read your blog yesterday and i know u are angry and i know how u felt.i am sorry for my words to both of u.after that conversation,it got me up thinking because u wouldn't what u are last time but too bad i wouldn't even care less about u but deep down somewhere,i still have a heart to care.and honestly,i don't love u anymore,this is to correct your best friend all right.but guess i couldn't really trust u as he was in the conversation.a lot of complicated things are happening now and its all a mess so i suggest that i stop it everything here so good thins would come soon.both of u can laugh and diss me all u want,up 2 u guys,if that makes u happy,i have already let u go,so there is nothing u need to worry about simply simply i have no more life with u.i am sorry once again girl.although there is some parts i am not really happy,i can't do anything because u got 1001 reasons to say it all out so there is no point fighting it out.but still,i do want to maintain the friendship that we had.i am sorry for getting everyone involve in this,to whom it may concern,i am so sorry.yeah.19 this year,should be a much wiser person but I'll show u guys i am worth something.imma be happy for you girl.thanks for the wake-up calls.I'll take note of that.


I simply couldn't face the fact when u talked to me like that but i don't blame u as u have your own reasons.forgive me allright.but i know we can work this out together as what double dee said love for the crew must be shared all around allright .
to whom it may concern,i simply don't really know whats the outcome of this affair for us. i know we both are not ready,so am i,i just had a breakup,a girl whom i used to love so much is happier now,so why shouldn't i?..anyway,its good to see u moving on now and giving me a chance but do forgive me if i don't really show it because i am scared to get myself love again baby.but i know somehow,there is some place for us but i am gonna take some time to chill myself down and get things up to the right place.give ourself some space allright.deep inside,i know i love u :)


u know how some people can be immature by tagging on people's blog and criticizing whatever they wrote or whatever feelings they have for someone.it happen to my deary sis and seriously,this "natasha" is sick in the head l.Get A Life Bitch.she has reputation babe.
i guess u don't.so as what the clan always say "HOW WOULD U LIKE TO SUCK MY BALLS".
u dig it bitch.find someone who can entertain your daily random jokes.we have no time

to my dearest best buddy,thanks for the advices and those encouragements,i really appreciate it bro and u know i am staying strong because i got the greatest friends all family.u know i am happy person just that some people are just so childish behavior.i am sick of these people and today better do your best okay..hotstuff gonna be there love.see you soon.and kak zeella,i miss you allright


To my dearest Groove Hotnesz.
somehow somewhere,i know i miss you guys but life's a mess now i am getting back to track just that some problems came in but hope u doing great all there,to all my G.H,take care of yourself
and to my g.h babes.good luck for Smack That allright.
Bomb it

To My Damm Loving DeeLuXious Explosion Crew,
we are gonna smoke the stage to day with our bomb moves allright and thank you for giving me the opportunity to show my talents to u guys and i can see we can work all this out boys and girls.

Sunday, March 9, 2008 { 3:15 PM }

First and foremost a big thank u to Rogue for just texting me just now to ask if i am okayy after she had read my blog.at least a friend indeed,more like a sister to me.this is what friends should be like.thank u babe and i really appriecate this thoughtful thought of u.it enlighten my day u know.smile for me okayy..

i know i am not that happy although i pretend to be really happy but sooner or later i would find my own happiness.i would be here waiting patiently and can i just say i am too stress about Smack That.i really hope i can smoke the sage after for like 2months never dance.show them what u got hykell!!!

Friday, March 7, 2008 { 4:00 PM }

Monday, March 3, 2008 { 5:17 AM }

here i am saying,i am taking a short break with the crew. and yeah.groove hotnesz as i wish to chill myself down and take a step ahead by venturing it out with others and learning my inner self.deep down i felt that u guys want the best for me and i also pray for the best.i am sorry for not being the haikel u used to know last time but i know i am changing to be someone better and do give me a chance to prove it to u guys,i may come back as someone with something and i want u guys to keep G.H alive as kepp the fire buring in the crew and i pray for the best for u guys and good luck :) for smack the best by the way.make it dope alright.please do forgive me for my past mistakes,i may be a victim of this turmoils but certainly i don't have grudges against anyone of u.
Aishah.i am really sorry sister,forgive me but i won't forget u always,i'll remember the good times we had and the bonding,i am sorry for not always there but deep down i know i could count on you sister.because as i type this,i watch at our photos,our videos where we were the same standard and a BIG thank u aishah.i don't know how i could repay u but please sent my love to your family and your brother would always be in my prayers.i know deep down u care .
please tell kakak i miss her like so much..eep eep eep.thanks for invitation again