i had to get it over and done with but it seems u don't.u are just trying to add more fire to it by calling the word "gay" and all sort but its really okay to me because by ignoring it would be better.
don't call me terasa but its already spoken out there.i don't wanna say much about it because i simply can't be bothered by this little issues.i just need to concentrate on my daily life now.it seems i tried everything to impressed but i just can't do it anymore.i am sorry guys.this should be my last post about it and thats it.no more this drama for me.no more days of our life.
to kakaki am so sorry from the bottom of my heartbut i just want to keep it personal by not putting the person's namei know how disappointed are you but same goes to mei have tried my best to win everyone's heart but i just can'tit is just too much now for meplease forgive me for that
thank u for the great advices and memories
insyallah
I'll be a better person
maybe all this things happened to make a me a much more matured person
and yeah
it was me who started everything,so yeah
say whatever u want because even though i say it out myself
it won't bring any good.
trust me
been there done that
and now whatever u wrote has get whole world of yours knowing
good then
let people think the negative side of me.
i have done my best to be nice
but i just can't
there is some issues u are not happy with me
so be it then
but i don't wish to settle with u anymore
period.
to dearest brother.i am deeply sorry for going beyond but i just had to as i can't take it anymore.
i had to replied everything because i need to fight for my rights but then after what u told me,u were right,i am just wasting my time,u said everything out clearly already and i am thankful to u for that.forgive me brother.i just can't help it at times.i promised to Try not to let it happened again.too much already yesterday and yeah.i owe u one please. :)
there is nothing i can do now to make u guys happy.i did try but i just simply can't do it.maybe its just me.u guys were right all this long.i am truly sorry for that.but i won't forget u guys all that,i still remember u guys who were there for me all this while.thanks for everything but i just had to say i can't simply make u guys happy.I'll be far away now,not being emotional but i just had to break away from u guys now,I'll go back when i think i am ready,call me immature or whatsoever,let me feel that myself.i wish u guys all the best in everything.u guys can do way better without me inside the group.that's what u said earlier on.u guys would always be in my heart and as i said this,i bear no grudges against anyone of u.past is past and thats all.peace to u guys.
i had done everything here.heart is burning with pain but i'll ignore or it would come back for more.everything has been done and i just start a new life from today and so on.live it to the fullest and people like this can't bring me down.i am out.
