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Monday, March 24, 2008 { 4:20 AM }

i am the Chris Brown

i hit the P.L.A.Y yesterday night with my babies and that is

Zeella.V.Isaac.Izzy.Veron.Shazzy.Sam.Shah.Faiz.Prahba.Hosni.Farhan.Hafiz.
and some i can't remember the names.
sorry :)
it was planned a week ago but its really confirm only the day before yesterday
didn't have the mood because some inhuman spoil my day
but getting to know my top list
V and Zeella is going,
i went there and Zeella still got time to buy heels as she was just wearing slippers,
because she was from dance practice with the dopest crew FIS.
before that,i went to Aishah's house to visit her as she was sick and it was supposed to a Groove Hotnesz Gathering and great to see her family happy and got Aishah's a Adidas Perfume and Shower gel as her Belated Birthday Gift.
hope u like it.
Reached there around 3.30pm,chat with her sister and making stupid jokes.
kinda miss her late brother
but somehow somewhere,i was shocked and devastated when a human said to me
"Oh,Kau Masih G.H!"
i was dumbfounded for a moment
i just felt so different after that and i kept quiet to myself
felt sad and angry at the same time
an hour later,the rest of Groove Members came in,
Aleeve was there to
except K.kay and Shahrul was MIA
due to busy schedules.
i felt different,just like stranger so i just sat one corner and watch television.
make up my mind to leave around 5pm,so i can drop by FIS practice before heading home and going out again.
thanks to aisha's mom for the undivided attention.
i am sorry for my absence
and i have every reasons for this
and your princess is not at fault
Period.
she packed for me food,said goodbye to everyone and headed to Esplanade .

reach FIS practice, a lot of new faces,
give them a smile
and all was there except the two babes.
Nurul and Lydia
zila came late as usual
well
i felt a bit awkward and strange somehow
i bet 2 of u felt the same way too.

to that someone what is it that i have done towards u that made u change so much please tell me so that i know then rather giving me silent treatment or people have been telling fake stories do confront me so either one of us won't have grudges allrite
i am sorry IF i have done anything wrong
about the belt,
dind't bite your style but like your taste
i like it and it was a gift
so ya
hope u understand

to my brother love
thank u and big hug to u for all those hugs and advices
stay like what u are now bro
i am glad u are wise enough
and i am happy u treat me like how i should have been treated
please stay this way
but just know deep inside
they love us
and i enjoyed every bit at PLAY eh
mengamok nampak.

To my sister love
see.
u should know who u really love now.
i can see u are mixed feelings and felt guilty
don't blame your self
but learn from your mistakes.
but i like the way i disturbed u with "him"
cute la
Rihanna with Sexy Cherry Lips right
i promise i gave u my every blessings
stay the way u are
don't worry about dem haters
they are just sick of seeing u happy
and did i just say u are one hell great dancer
u outshine right
told ya
and u should have melt the dance floor yesterday
there is always next time alright
i am so gonna disturb u and "cheery Lips" again and again!
i love disturbing mentel soon-2-be couples

to that girl with RESPECT ME Jacket
i can see the change in u
u were so into me the night at East Coast
but u change now and i know how u felt
so yeah,go on with your Guy,
give him a chance
i can only be your brother but I'll be there when u need me
thanks for all those caring and concern
i really thank u for that
after reading this,
don't be upset
but be happy that i never gave u empty promises
sorry but i just think i had to let a little feeling go.
forgive me but i am not being cruel
be sure of your feelings lady

to that special someone
i am glad i confess everything to u
although its still early,
u still giving me a chance
u became my listening ear the day before that
u made me felt welcome and comfortable
your sweet voice and the way u are
just made my hair stand
i would tried my very best to win u
but please
i don't wanna get hurt
stay TRUE to me
and u would get the best out of me
right now,i am not ready but soon i am gonna be
u are my type :)
Insyallah
can i just say
baby, i must say your aura is incredible
if u don't have to go
don't
please know that i am sincere about it dear.

i amsorry if to hurt any party but i just felt u have to get a life boy
get lost and never come back because who needs enemy when i got my friends.
i don't wish to prolong it but this has to stop because i know u have hidden grudges.
but like i said
lazy and can't be bothered.

back to basic,
i reached home around 4am,slept and wake up at 9am
went to the doctor and was really sick
got two days MC
say whatever u want boy.
i don't care
and can i say i am just not happy with some things
and i am glad that i prayed yesterday and seek comfort
alhamdulilah
and so random
i miss dancing la seyy

for the one i want to love

When you stand so close to me
I'm feeling butterflies
Is this the way that it supposed to be
When I look into your eyes
All you have to do is say my name
Just a stutter more like butter
Since I met you girl my whole worlds changed
I can't hide this or deny this

girl you got me catching feelings
Got me thinking baby your the one
I didn't understand the reason
That my heart was beating like a drum
I didn't understand the meaning
Then you opened up my eyes to
A crazy little thing called love
(A crazy little thing called love)
A crazy little thing called love
Whoa ho yeah