As i am typing this,i am chatting with my dearest sister
Aty
she is very happy indeed
alhamdulilah
its been a blissful relationship for her
hope u stay strong with him allright
remember
u are always in my prayers
i may not be there
but my soul is always looking after my loved ones


i went to FIS practise just now
with brother Nur
met him around 2pm and then head to Marina for Lunch
ate Nasi Ayam Penyet
sedap sundel
after that,while walking down to Esplanade
saw the woman i love but just had a glance at her
she was busy with her music in her ears
then went to Underground
waiting for FIS to reach
all came late as usual
feeling very welcome with them
they treat me really well
things are getting better now
i hope it stays this way
and please
I'll always support FIS no matter what allright
period


this is the reason why i left early
to clear doubts and any wrongful thinking
but to any parties
dont get me wrong
because i don't mean any harm and this is my blog
its my shit what i wanna write
whatever is written here
i bear no hatred or grudges
trust me on this

i just couldn't take my eyes of u
the way u dance,the way u brought your style,the way u choreograph steps
simply remarkable
even if u don't realize
i kept looking at u
just can't resist
i know whatever i said here won't bring any good effect to you
i must say
u did improved a lot
in choreography wise and dance style
i just so effin proud of u X.
don't mind me
i know certain mistakes i have done towards u
forgive me sweet
i won't jeopardize you and him
i can see from far that u guys are really happy
it pains in my heart
i guess the 2 babes know about this
i just had to control everything
my feelings?emotions?
i know its been 2months plus but i must say i miss u
the sweet voice the naughty behavior in you
i just had to let it out here today
and not that i have not move on
its the love that keep coming back for more
its true what they say
there must be a specific reason why i felt this way
i hate this naked feeling in me but there's nothing i can do about it
even if things were to get my way
i cant simply imagine how things are gonna get
i dare to say
i love u still
and i mean it
no one can replace u for sure
i am not going to let this go
i am going to do whats best for me
even it means risking myself
i'll do that
i have nothing to say
i am speechless
i just hope for the best
each time
i just had to think back the great memories i had

No grudges