Yes i know i have not been updating
sorry
been really busy with NS
and Life is getting better i must say
only some stupid people with stupid mouths
shut up just shut shut up
seriously
i have been keeping really quiet because i don't bother
but if it concerns the friendships,i have to step in
this is getting way out of my nerves already
i just have to burst it out.
Don't we look alike?coz we are the cousins

Saturday was spend beautifully i must say
wake up early morning,
visit my loving grandma and cousins
then went off to my cousin's wedding
it was very grand
held at Taman Warisan
Food was by Tepak Sireh
it was okayy la
get to meet my cousins from my mum's side
after such a long time
all were doing good
the picture up there shows it all
my aunt in scarf,
my gorgeous cousin and me
eevrything was going smoothly
and to the bride and groom
congratulations to both of u
hope and pray that it last till eternity
feel the house with love care and understanding
insyallah
u can make it last
u are in my prayers


then after the wedding
went to Republic Polytechnic
was having dance practice
with Faiz and the Squad 67
F2DM was there
loving crew i must say
learn different types of choreography
reggae and vogueing
which i find it hard to fit in
even the dancers were commenting that it doesn't suit my persona.
well guys,
i have to try something new allright
it was fun with them
because they are damm open and really are true friends.
i am gonna miss them when all of us POP.
i was hugging fareez yesterday because really miss him
still the same old him
reach there around 0430pm
stayed until 0830pm
The sweet alluring Naz came down and after that we plan to hit town
and we did
$15 cab fare shared by me and Naz
ate at burger king and bump into Squad 66 members
and got to meet my long lost best friend
Rosila
see?
i really hug the shit of u
i miss u so much.
getting slimmer and prettier :)
keep in touch darling
after that,planned to went home get some cash and return
but i wasn't allowed to due to some reasons,met up with Zila,ween2,V, at City hall as she was on her way back and they were with her.
i am sorry sam and friends for not turning back

Fhunkie Stylerz Is Back
Dope Or WhaDD
I'll be supporting u guys allright
heard one of the babes improve alot
and just so u know,i am proud of u
but u got yourself a replacement
i am happy allright
but do text me if u need anything
which i think u don't.
haha.
i miss everyone Fhunk Fam crew members.

Best Friend Nursed Me Back To Health

i had to blog about this because it has turned out too much
i don't know how to start or how to react
it seems people are just heartpain to see i and u close
true facts
that u are always there for me
u teach me to be wiser and amtured person
i am still growing to be one
i need time
yes
i said that many times but please
i am not U
which can change or adapt to certain lifestyles that easily
i don't wish to elaborate much here
because i don't wanna talk bad here
it shall create much more havoc for ourself
but i wish u could at least realize
i even got to know
u defended me till u burst out yourself
thank u but don't let it affect me
i am sick and tired of this paparazzi u know
i had enough and when i had enough
I'll just bombard that people myself
i am capable u know
i am sorry for my flaws
but i just hope u know the meaning of true friendship
and NO
i am not blaming u though
but please do think
i am thinking deep and hard now
i am sorry bestfriend.
thank u
period.

sometimes i just had to let the emotions out
i don't know where to start
but life with all this shits
is getting me better and keep track of life
i am so gonna stay on and stay true to myself
i chose my friends now
i chose life now

baby :)
i am missing u alot
plans have been cancel an reschedule
its getting more and more u know
but deep i understand u allright
i love u more okaayy
see u soon.