i got to be honest with myself
i just had to
whatever i blog may reminisce the past
please forgive me nurul
the picture above tells everything how much i love this girl
Nurul Ashikin
it was a blissful memories
i get to know her in February
just a short saying at a competition and i felt for her
we exchange numbers and soon we get to know each other
as days goes by
i had love for her
even when things get really really hard
we managed to pull it off
i never though i can be with her
but Allah was great
gave me a chance
for a start
we really stay very far
from one end to another
but that doesn't prevent me from being with her
as i say again
we contact each other almost every day
even keeping from other close ones
the first time we met
she was very cute in her school uniform
just finished her malay dance looking all sweaty and spraying cologne all over her body just to smell good in front of me
it was funny and i am still the shy shy type though
and my purpose was to sent her Chingay Tickets,
sent her to her home,waited she get change and chat for a while before meeting up with her mother
first time jumpe,
malu banget dong
but just act cool la.
to cut short
it went smoothly
there were rough times though
but alhamdulilah
it went well
we got together on
070307
it was the date i planned
it turned out nice and great
i couldn't believe my eyes that i am attached
i vowed to loved her my life and to give my best
i got the support from my family and my friends plus her mom and clan did played a part
i could still remember the fun times we had
those romantic moments
those happy moments
those sad moments
i remember it every single day
the day u cried for me
awww.
it was so sweet of u
i had to blog it now to show that i really thank u
how u used to blabber me about your daily ramblings
daily talks in class and all
getting to know your classmates and friends who i can really count on
i must say u are the first girlfriend that i click so well
so well it lasted long
even with those big arguments
we stayed strong
even when some are against me
u stood for me
u were my back
me everything
nothing can replace u
this picture was most memorable
seeing u smile
seeing u happy
i know i somehow did become a good boyfriend
i know u did too
but things change after so long
i didn't managed to save it
i still love u so.
no one can replace u
thats the reason why i did move on but my love for u doesn't fade
i am not hoping got your comeback because i don't want my hope to be hopeless
but i know Allah is great
i miss u so much
nothing can describe the feelings now
the song
really made me cried
i am someone wiser i guess
i don't destroy your life and i won't
u said it out everything just now
it hurts but i rather be sad now then later
i love u nurul ashikin :)
may u be happy always
i am here if u need me
forgive my past
accept my new change if fate bring us together
and this is not a hope but its a prayer
I'll always remember u especially this words
"hykell please".
:(
i just want the best for u
the date 7 would always be a special date for me
if u are affected by it
please forgive me man
a man gotta do what's a man gotta do
i have to be honest
maybe after this I'll get bad remarks or hatred but
anything la.
