Saturday, April 12, 2008
{ 2:28 AM }
to the glamorous mom
i came across someone's blog and i teared reading her blog
this is serious.i never thought she can get really upset
but i just want u to know that we may not have ties at all after what happened
but just so u know,i still respect for what u are.
trust me.
i mean what i said
let bygones be bygones
i have to admit
as days goes by
i miss u and her so much
but the memories kept me occupied the whole day
i always take each day by all means
i appreciate things that have happened in the past
i may or may not be a wise person last time
but now i am
being bad boy makes me realize a lot of things
each time i took a sneek peak at the pictures,
tears rolled down my cheeks
i kept blaming myself and some others for this
but i can see the fruitful turn in the end
i was able to concentrate NS and other dreams that i wish to achieve in years to come
but i really hope u can celebrate it with me one day
i don't wish for your comeback
because i know u won't
but deep inside
the love is there because i remember the positive sides of u
as for u my dear "glamour mama"
i want u to be strong in whatever situations
i really don't know what is going on but i certainly hope
it has nothing to do with me because i have never want to talk about u or anyone
unless someone initiate that conversation
but i have told u
what done is done
i am happy
i am getting my life into track right
please be fine
and smile for me
:)
please stop all this hatred
i had seriously enough
what u really want that can sastify u
please la
i have kept quiet man.
and a big Thank U to C.A
for just taking out his mobile just to text me about how am i coping now
i owed u one man.
keep rawking
coz u are
fly'