Saturday, May 31, 2008
{ 3:06 PM }
First and foremost i shall blog about today's event
memorable and sweet
saturday 31 May 2008
i woke up at 8am,laze around and after that get ready to go BV Bazaar
dancers were suppose to perform but last minute cannot make it
thank God Yan Double Dee and gang came to help me last minute
i owe u one guys :)
went down to BV bazaar with Hafa,sweet gorgeous bestfriend.
stayed there around 15minutes when i bumped into V's Clan
they just came back from NDP rehearsals,i was kinda dissapointed at first but
i just put everything behind but i can see everyone's faces started to change
well.i couldn't say much about it.
it has already happened and i don't wish to talk it out
i am just upset with certain people who have grown to forget their roots.
only God knows how it feels.that's it
Period
Time Check?
3pm.
i quickly took the train to Airport to meet my darling VRA's
let me repeat Darling VRA's
finally the truth is out
i like way things are happening now
to cut it short
i learned 2 choreographies
can't wait for our next comeback
but i just hope we make it right
but somehow i miss k.kay
wonder where is he now
hope he is doing great
whatever it is
remember your roots
we are here if u need a smack :)
we ended at around 5pm
met aiyee and family at terminal 1
as her parents is going to umrah,some sort of religious thingy
hard to explain but
the main factor is
i prayed for their safe return and don't worry,we wold torture kakak and aiyee
ask them cook for us
and at the same time,
i real hope Saiful can really love aiyee,
i can see his sincerity and i hope to see them walking down the aisle
maybe in 5years to come?
i'll be the best man
i simply dont care !!
random
after we sent them off,we had dinner at Popeye's
some sort of resaurant-cum-fast food
the food was super nice and i finish everything
and headed home str8 after that
and a big apologies for not coming to your dance
i ahd this little something caught up boy
Miss Sixty :)
i know things are not going to work up
confirm shit
but i still wanna know the truth
bt i let things happen as it goes
but i admire your courage and love towards my feelings
but sometimes u just don't get it
only Allah Knows how i felt at this very point of time
period
to my bestie atikah
dont get really sad
nenek insyallah sembuh
just keep praying
please smile for me now :)
i know u will
to mama nora
semoga cepat sembuh
makan ubat cepat2
cut dow on foods that can add more burden
i pray for your recovery
i miss u alot
i miss u my ex
but it seems to u
its like nothing but is okay
i know who am i now
period.
to my dearest FIS
alll the best for 7june
choke the freaking stage
u have my utmost support
peace2love
{ 3:00 PM }
Happy 18th Birthday Dashima
Sweet.Gorgeous.Caring.Sexy
To my dearest love
happy 18 birthday to u
best wishes fro em to u
semoga panjang mur murah rezeki
mudahan2 cita-cita kesampaian
sentiasa bahagia dan sentiasa mengukirkan senyuman walaupun sedang bersedih
CEH!
hykell bebual melayu pe.
haha..
I owe u birthday gift okay
but WAIT?!
u owe me too.
bluek!
i meet u real soon
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SWEETIE
To my dearest Dashima
i want to say thank u for everything
i am afraid that i dont have that 4 minutes to tell u how much i treasure u as a friend
from day 1 till now
life has never change
since we have gone through alot
with kandiez inc youg hotnesz
we still mantain and contact each other
si k.kay
Si ain
Si HAttri
i miss u gusy alot
hope 2 see u guys again,
hey shima
happy birthday to u.
da tua!!
peace
{ 9:50 AM }
i am freaking piss off with some people
who backed out last minute
but its okay la since NDP is pulling them away
cant blame them for that
but at least have some commitment ladies and gentlemen
i just get mad with the way u sms
i accommodate to our excuses and all that blabbering
end up u played me out
a friend indeed
but i read your blog,u have your own reasons and mine too
but u just don't understand
my reputation and all stuff
its okayy,at least people who u look low at came to help me at the last minute
it opened my eyes telling me about the attitude of some dancers
oh please
don't get mad as i am saying with my own point of view
i ahve no objections or grudges against anyone but think before u say something
maybe its not your fault mr Vogue but its u who explain everything
not your best dancers .being sarcastic NOT
i accept your decisions though
no hatred here
peace2love
{ 9:41 AM }
just forget it
just fuck it
just damm it
i don't wish to talk about it anymore
i thought u were the one
but u hurt me again after knowing the pain i had to go through
but u played my feelings
u take advantage of my kindness
u wasted my effort down here and there
u just don't know the real fact about love
you can't force yourself
same with me
i am backing out for good
i can't force love too
u upset me girl
than u kiss my lips
all of sudden i forgive
i don't wish to argue about this damm thing anymore
i am getting out for good
maybe the break-up is a suay thingy
now i know how my loved ones felt when they are cheated of their feelings
but wait
its not your fault
its just mine and mine
i put u too much hope into this
but u always be my miss sixty
Sexy Intelligent X-traodinary Talented You
but like i say i'll make it right
maybe not the time right now
my life is full of ups and downs
but i am okaay with it
only God leads me to my correct path.
forgive me for my mistakes
i told u i'll be here forever
curtains closing now
how about a round of applause
:(
Sunday, May 25, 2008
{ 4:33 PM }
mama nora
this for you mama nora
i blog about u because of i just had too now
i know we don't have anything in common now
we maybe like total strangers
but u still deserve my respect and love
because i have been taught by my own lovely mother
to learn to respect the elders and treat them right
i am happy and thankful u still pick up my calls with warming welcome
i felt relieved u still treat me the same or maybe better
i felt good that i still can share about my little updates
happenings and events
all sorts of stuffs
thank u for that
another thing that become an eye opener for me when i see a link in your blog
and its my link
i am dumbfounded
it shows the maturity of some adults
let's put the past into experiment later
but if u need someone to talk too or anything
am just a call away but
wait
that wouldn't happen
if it is,
its miracle
just wanna say that i still have my respect towards u
i admit i miss the fun times and the happy times too
but life has to go on
even if i couldn't face it
i still ought too
just wish the past can be rewinded
but its okaay
i am doing fine now
thanks anyway : )
take care of yourself and your precious ones
i let the curtains closed for now
onelove
{ 3:11 PM }
This post has ben put up specially for u
Miss Sixty : )
i know we barely know each other
but thank God
that our paths crossed
causing us to get to know each other
u understand the whole damm thing i am going through
u experienced before
and u just put the right words to console me
i owe big time
your voice
your way of talking
it just felt so different
like we can really connect
i am not ready for love
but somehow maybe in u
i had to break it off
i don't know
still searching my my inner self
but i thank u for everything gorgeous
i just hope u do felt the same way too
we meet up real soon : )
thank u love
Friday, May 23, 2008
{ 5:58 PM }
finally i am back home
finish my one week course in TRACOM
still got a week more to go before i am posted to Division
another new stage of NS i have to face
but i know i am going to enjoyed myself
Everything is going well now
Alhamdulilah
what more could i ask for actually
i kept thinking if i have done any wrong to u guys
i have nothing against u guys
since u guys are so good
i am backing out
coz hearing the news from sources that i can trust is really enough
even when she try to talk it out
guys just don't want me to be inside
so fine la
i gave u guys the slot
i don't have to dance
i don't lose a thing
i still come down to support u guys though
at least
i still remember my roots
aku tahu aku tak semaut korang la
and im not being sarcastic
all the best for BV bazaar
rock on the stage
sorry kak Z
i can't help it uh
i just want u to know
that i treasure every moments i had with u
u ma not be in my sight
but u hold a certain place in my heart
chains of love girl
i got to run the show
i need to get my shape back
its time for the comeback
i gonna make it right this time
slowly i began to thank God for his blessings
i am so hungry rightt noww : )
update again soon
blank now
and i love my ....
Sunday, May 18, 2008
{ 2:04 AM }
First and foremost
happy 19 birthday to myself
alhamdulilah
19years of living and still counting
i pray for the best as learn to be much more matured in handling life
i felt a bit old but still 19 la
it feels great though
before that
mom brought for me something special
thank u for that
i love u
i had chalet for my birthday this year
and i am glad it paid off
at least 80 people turned up for this occasion
mostly my clan and my NS mates
thank u guys
for the gifts i received
thank u once again
the food was fantabulous
the people were great
what more could i ask for?
i wish some people could turned up
but i understand your busy schedule
to this certain show-off people
i am really upset with you but i don't wish to say
because u are in your own world of richness
i can't be bothered
simple that the period of knowing u was nothing to u guys
hate to say this
u are bunch of hypocrates
get a life la
i am so effin tired
i shall blog again soon
peace
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
{ 4:47 AM }
u all not gonna believe where i am right
seriously
i am in the HTA library doing my research and studying for my law test tomorrow
insyallah i can make it
i super can't wait for my birthday this coming friday
turning 19
getting older and matured
just hope it turned out well
can't wait for replacement
but i'll make sure i'll make it right this time
but to think again
i can never find somelike like her
its truth
its only ten months
but it meant so much to me
but i'll stay cool down here
i try my best to gain the best and to prove what i got soon
in years to come
i'll see about that
life's a pain sometimes
just so u know
i miss u so much
but i won't intefere in you
like what your loved one said
kalau ade jodoh
alhamdulilah
i'll be fine here
i am confused with myself sometimes
but i have friends who really up there for me
thanks to u guys
i owe u alot
in years to come
i'll be someone u might crave again
let Allah guide me through
to my number 1
where have u been?
been missing u
hope u are doing great
whatever happens
i'll be there for u
don't MIA
all the best for this saturday
FIS
BOMB THE STAGE AGAIN!!!
supe can't wait for my bdae
at downtown east chalet
friday 8pm
contatc me for details
:)
i had to sign out now
got to have my early dinner
going to cafe later with campmates
and making a fool of ourselves again
Sunday, May 4, 2008
{ 3:10 AM }
i just have lead a happy and prosperous life
what more could i ask for?
first and foremost
a big apology to my special one
atikah
i am sorry for hurting u somehow
i didn't meant it to happened
please forgive me
and i shall make it up to you sweets
please forgive me again
i am totally sorry
i screwed up this damm thing
but i'll shall make it up to u allright
and your lovely pic is always in my phone
seeing u smile makes me h
appy
and i swear
u would still be my special one
chins up aite
secondly
i really want to say thank u to saiful for understanding
and letting me have a chance to talk
things are getting better it se
ems
i just hope troubles won't come along again
i am so sick of it ya' know
but its good to get that text from u
thanks alot brother
do take good care of my siste
r allright
wish u all the best in everything
My BestFriend Nursifah
Yesterday was the day i won't forget
because finally have mend things with people i used to have issues on
alhamdulilah
woke up in the morning
do chores and all
after that around 3pm met afdal in the train to get stuff from him
and proceeded to VRA's practise
with shada aty aiyee
aleeeve and saiful came down to
so much betta i must say
learned life choreography and so
me songs la
they improved a lot
and its good we gave each other a chance alright
stayed with them till 6pm
when bestie hafa called me saying
she need to meet up with me
thanks to her boyfiee yang lebih pengtingkan kawan
i dont wish to elaborate what happen here but i
just hope u be okaayy allright
we would always be best friends
and yeah
met up with shahid
that boy has grown taller
go find a girlfriend la
but find someone who can really s
tick with u
not that someone that u told me about right
been there done that
after that,
met up with nursifah coincidentally
its been ages since we last met
but i am glad u could spare some tim
e to meet me
do come for my birthday party alright
to miss hafa
i am really sorry for everything
i was really being very nice but he
took advantage
but i do understand his situation here
my apologies though even if
its not my fault
and yeah
u have to make it up to
me :)
and so so after that,went down to underground
met up with the lovely Fhunkie Stylerz
my number one and two was there too
OMG
seri rambut maut
ni aku tunjuk korang
untung sak abang amir
seri with new hair
ciara's back
hehe
wish all the best to FIS for their upcoing competiton
smoke and BOMB the stage
to the eight of u
all the best babies
simply i can't wait for my birthday on 16may
and i am making a chalet on that fateful day
can't wait for it
turning 19
going to be much more grown up and matured
i am so gonna be happy
to m dearest number one and two
forgive and forget
dont easily fuss about small little things
she loves u a lot
and please treasure it brother
piece of advice allright
i am booking in tonight
so malas
but have to now
going out with cousins later on
peaceoneloved
12days counting down
:)
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Friday, May 2, 2008
{ 5:11 AM }
How can i just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When i stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You're the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
When all i can do is watch you leave
Cos we've shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that's what i've got to face
I wish i could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much i need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, well there's just an empty space
And there's nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there's just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all i can do and that's what i've got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos i'll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It's the chance i've gotta take
{ 1:09 AM }
life's been really great for the time being
i am happy and satisfied that all worries in NS
are all gone,just a little bit down here and there
but normal and with the new squad
i found myself a new bestfriend whom i can share my happiness and sorrows
i am really into this kind of life where friends really care for one another
i am just super happy and period
i got my posting,i got myself a Traffic Police
coll or whad
alhamdulilah.i would be posted the same post as Nur
confirm maut.
takya cakap.
for my brothers who got their respective postings
congratulations allright
happy for u guys
next week pop
gonna miss u guys really
sorry for my flaws and all
keep in touch
:)
i am getting things really clear now
me and her are just special friends
not more then that
i am just not ready for another love affair
i still love my ex
and by the look of it
there won't be us anymore
she is happy and got the support form all the earthlings in this world
i am not going to jeopadize it
i am simply not one of them
and for my special friend
u are everthing
glad that u understand
i know i can't be weak because i got u and zila and Nur
what's there to worry?
hope for the best
i am turning 19 in 18days
can't simply wait for 16May
a day i'll turn older and wiser
peace
as for my deary zeellaa
ddont be sad sad okayy
i am glad i was there for u?
allriite?
