Friday, June 6, 2008
{ 9:20 AM }
I am back
sorry for not updating
just got posted to Traffic Police on 3rd June
the officer who took us was a real ******
i felt like getting the shit out of me
but patient controlled me too
so we went there
and were briefed about the rules and regulations
and how TP s run
i can see TP is well-organized and
a full salute to the Police Force
then
i was briefed be the SA Syed
and i was put in Team 2 with Sharifee
and it was super good
yesterday was my first day and the shift was Bravo
which means 2pm-11pm
it was great and i learned a lot
but i won't elaborate here
then the next shift was Charlie which is 11p-8am and
i was super tired la now
today also is starting at 1p-8am
gonna conduct roadblock i think
i am beginning to enjoy and i hope i won't get bored
i met new friends and they were great
lie is turning a bright side
alhamdulilah
so far so good
i just pray for the best.
to my number 1
i don't really know what is going on with u
why the sudden change in u and i still searching for answers
but all i can d is be happy for u
i may be close to him but he is still a brother to me
doesn't mean he is close to me,i or u have to break apart
but its all up to every one's decision
yes true
Tuhan tentukan tapi dia memberikan kita akal untuk memikir
but i don't blame u or anyone
if anyone is wrong or myself is at wrong.
please forgive e
i felt sad with u being like this to me
but what can i do?
i can't force u but simply wait for your return
u are just the blood sister that i dare calling u
i may not be there for u but i simply think of u everytime before i go to bed
someone i love has already left me and i don't wish u to be the second one
u amy have friends who are there for u
but i shall see how long can they last with u
i shall count .
u take good care of yourself
u are being missed
bomb the stage and be my favourite dancer again
all of your members are very good
take care
to dearest atikah : )
hope u are doing great
and hope nenek recover soon yeah
