i am seriously confused
trying to become into someone better
and i did achieve in 55%
there is more to go
but people won't let me live in peace
those are my weakness
my setbacks
my flaws
all i need now is support from people i can call friends
maybe now
i can count who are my friends
randomly 5 or less
it is much better
since friends who i though would last go off just like that
i would just keep changing for the better
u may hate
u may like
its up to individual
period


i need u like a rain needs its thunder
to the sister in the west
i need your guidance
please help me aye
i need your family guidance too



i know till now
anger lingers around u
i cant say much but i would like to see u
to let u know what i felt this while
maybe from there
u understand better
i may be a negative person to U
but have u ever think about my feelings
yeah
your loved one is really happy right now
a blissful affair and i don't wish to harm it
coz i KNOW how it feels like
people may be hating me
but have they ever come up to me and ask why?
no!
simply they jump to conclusions like this
i did change after 4months of NS and 1 month in division
i don't need this little dust to destroyed it
sorry for my comment
u are a just like a mum to me too
please at least let me have a chance to explain myself
after that
u wont see me anymore
anytime u wont!
peace

blog has been updated at 0544am 3rd july 2008