this is what i am gonna blog about
i don't freaking care if u guys wanna have grudges against me
i would be very straight forward here
say what u want
but i myself know what is good for me
even if my decisions are bad
let me learn then

as some people knows about the feud i had with Ex's family
who started fire?
don't wanna admit
i at least admit i was rude with my words
but at least i don't go around telling about your bad side anymore
i thought its over and done with
but yet your precious one wants to keep putting shoutout and stuff
what for?
it bring u more harm like seriously
all this while
i have been really nice to the family
although life is not what i wanted
but from my view
its not what u guys wanted
u guys sometime created the hatred to hate me
i don't jeopardize your affair
its already good enough eh
so think before u say something
miss ex
i was very dissapointed with u
but what can i do?
u wasn't like this when i was with u?
u were such a sweet girl
but then u see now?
forget it
to your precious one
i would like to meet u soon
i want to clarify everything
there is no use of tagging and stuff
meh jumpe meh
your fellow bloggers think i am wrong
thanks to u guys
about richness
i am not jealous or what
but i am telling u straight
but easier say then done
i dont wish to elaborate her
because i am tired uh of this crumpled shits
to me
u are just an obstacles to pass away
those setbacks that have to pull away
yes
i admit
your boyfriend is everything to u
i am happy for u then
but never mind
things are really great for u
because u guys are still new
try being me after 10 months
maybe u guys can last
i dont wanna hope
i may hate u for life
but i never want to give u a hard life
that's not me
if not happy
we can meet
no use goign around bad mouthing about me and getting support
this is not a talent show aye
so literally u were at fault
and my fault was to blog about what i felt
so yeah
don't tell me u are sorry coz u are not
that was quite a show
really entertaining
&
its not wrong for my brother to fight for me
he knows whether i am wrong or not
but at least he knows i care
and he didnt hide behind the screen
coz he knows the meaning of this crumpled shits
period?
tak happy?
meh jumpe meh
..


to that certain someone
stop your nonsense la
no wonder alot of guys are tired of u
only one person can make u dead
seriously
i have heard a lot about u
u are just damm bloody hypocrate
full of drama and politics
no wonder your babies followed u

CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG
stop adding fire to people's life okay
don' think u are hawtstuff because u are not that
oklay
can make it
maybe 55%?
dont make your life as if u owned the world
u used to someone i adore
but not anymore
life has change
it changed me so much
that i just need a few to complete my daily bliss
u cause so much sadness in our lives
but u are so happy now
we see about that aye
i have nothing against u
but stop whatever u are doing now
better have work to do

thank u sister shikin for the advices
i owed u one for that
and u are just the best part in my life