i reluctant to blog actually but
i had too because the blog is full of dusts and germs
life has been really okay
had dinner with TP friends and Hafawatie @ Fish&Co.
food was superb and stufff
hafawati still malu2 with all of them
due tak kenal
but i guess we enjoy ourselves
after that we make our way to Arab street to
meet ifaha nd ajib and was fun
went home aound 12am,stumble upon danial's phone
check2,sekali got this familiar number
wow,my brother's contacting my ...
but as my brother want someone like her
i cant tell him to avoid because i dont want unnecessary problems
but i had to text u ...
but dont worry
i wont disturb u or what
but i just hope my brother or whatever dont say anything about me
or whatsoever..
if tehre is
please do ask me..
thanks
i love u :P

sheesha babe:)

060908

went to meet bestfriends
Hafa Ifah Fyra
hafiz and their friend came in too
we went to have a booze of sheesha @ Al-Majlis
thanks to Ismail Saheeb for introducing to me
or else i'll be nuts about this
this is the only time that i can bond some time with the girls
they are there when i really needed them to help me
especially Hafa & Ifah
i thank u guys for that
and the best part
the girls were so pretty that a table next buy them drinks
sugar :)she's got the asian ass

we chill till 12am and decided to go back,here are some pictures
more to come from fyera's camera
and its fun to go out with u guys
take care brothers and sisters :)
let the pictures do the talking okay

These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart

to the girl that knows about this
i am sorry if i hurt u in a way or two
i really mean it well for both of you
but i guess i must took the wrong step and for that
i apologize but u could at least give me a chance to explain to you the whole situation
its like i am the middle person in between the both of u
i said these because its what i felt
u guys love each other so much but u guys let your emotions control each other
with the girl being her wanting her own ways
&
with the guy being egoistic
i am just a 19 year old kid
i can't advice u guys on this love
because i myself have failed it and
imma not a doctor love
certains parts i can give you a little saying
but now all i can do is say a little prayer
i do felt guilty knowing that i broke the "promise"
but i wasn't given an option either
i am terribly sorry
i would make it up to u
but if u guys are back together,
i won't contact u anymore
its the best for both of u seriously
since u already said u change for the better
only time would tell
sister
i am so sorry once again
u must take care of yourself because i wont be there anymore
i have my own life and problems to lead
and i thank myself for being in this shoes
because it happened now and it makes me a matured and better person not to let my emotions control me and if this kind of situations happens,
i wont be so weak
but deep down
i do still care for u Z.

I hate this part right here
I hate this part right here
I just can't take your tears
I hate this part right here


to brother
i am so sorry if i did something way out of hand
thanks for telling me nicely
if i was u
i would be angry but u kept your cool and be patient
thanks man
seriously
u made me a much wiser person

050908
happy birthday to Ahmad
hope all the best for u alright bro
work morning shift today.
tiring
i break fast at home today
mum cooked as usual
went to meet mael and the gang
and linda was so sweet,
keep stepping on my shoes
macam sengaje :P
haha.
had a great outing with them
sheesha-ing and stuffs.
:)


to this one girl
i am sorry if i was rude but i guess u got me wrong
u want me to contact u as when as u like
fine then
now u tell me not to contact u
fcuk it
ape2 la..
i cant stand being like this
u take care..

i had KFC for break fast today which iniatially i didn't fast
:P
mum cook ayam sambal and lauk singgam
very delicious
earlier on,i Went to CDC to topup my credit for my driving
adil followed me there and after that we went to leisure park
to look on a few things
i swear i can't buy anything yet
as payday is not here yet and i have a lot of things to pay
bills and stuffs
i want to take bike license soon
waiting for the right time,
i pray hard rezeki is on my side
the fasting month been great
i look more to these days
went to Geylang recenly and bought keropok lekor as one of my chinese colleaque likes it and the rest of the team tumpang sekali babe
work is all fine but getting tiring as its the fasting month


girl
i just get to know u and i feel fine about it
feelings not developed yet
but insyallah
it would come soon
give myself time
but the great thing is
i have move on
the feeling is incredible
:)

First and foremost
Happy Fasting to all Muslims
hope this ramadhan would be a month of holyness around us
i am taking this opportunity to let go of all grudges and sort
thos people who were shocked by my tags or what
dont worry
i mean it well.
forgive me people
i wasn't matured back then maybe
but your HARSH words might have waken me up
maybe your side is a kind one in disguise
whatever it is
i am so done with it
i smile if i were to see u outside..
especially my x and her loved ones
for me
all is cool now :)
period.

babe
sorry couldn't be there when u needed me
but deep down i so care for u
u maybe in the arms of special people
but at the end of the day
i am still here
holla me up at my digits soon love
bestie allright :)
i hope this minnie post makes you smile and text me soon
meet up soon for buka2 puasa..
jangan ajak farhan tau
hahaha
take care laydee..
sweet la kau ni!