Never mind what haters say, ignore them 'til they fade away.
Amazing they ungrateful for after all the games I gave away.
Safe to say I paved the way, for you cats to get paid today.
You still be wasting days away, nah had I never saved the day.
Consider them my protégé, how much I think they should pay.
Instead of being gracious, they violated and made you wait.
I never been a hater still I love them, In a crazy way.
=)

i came exactly 7am at work today
i didnt woke up late but just delaying myself
as usual laaa
after changing,went down to briefing room
as usual i am always the topic of laughter
to be exact,the victim of horny and stupid jokes
trust me join my team and u know it
i had to do charge room
basically handling accident reports
warrant cases which people surrenders and stuffs
i had breakfast @ 8am and went inside back to work
and starting from 9am,things started getting busy
with everyone so engrossed in their work
as for me,too engrossed till i didn't realized the time
then i had to escort subject to court
which is kinda fun and troublesome at times
then had nasi goreng ayam for lunch
yummy
naseb baik uh makcik 2 takde anak pompuan
kidding =)
tidak oooo
oh yeah,someone sweet and i adore although only know for 1 day,called me
suaranye merdu babe,she called me using private number
sorry i had to put u on hold
damm busy with work
knock off at 3pm and had debriefing
text hafa saying i am on my way to meet her
she acknowledge and met her around 430mppm
she was usually late and slack
had to smoke my shit out to pass time
so we go starbucks for 6mins and moved to coffee bean and played with my notebook
and before anyone could say or comment
she and me are really bestfriends
she is happily attached to farhan
so yeah
that answers your doubts yeah :)
we played my notebook
find it hard to have wireless there
then she played my webcam because HAFA 2 jakon
she is macam KENTAL
had fun and smoking ciggys
talk nonsense and took pictures
as we are bored
take your time to feast your eyes on this
more pics would be on friendster i guess
and yeah
i just want that someone special
to know although we just get to know each other
our age gap maybe far but dont worry
i wont treat u bad but i'll give my best
chill alright :)
and yeah i was so hungry that i had to order this @930pm just nowand it did made my hunger go back to sleep
working morning again tmr and had no plans yet tmr after 3
where shall i go:)

hello
i am still not sleeping yet although i am starting work at 7am tommorow
for still who happen to read my blog for the first time
i am actually attached to traffic police jyeah
dope or what :)
i was thinking of signing on and its 90%
i stick to there for 3years first and if there is a better place for me to work
i would go for the sake of the pay
although i am not good in my studies yet
i'll start from early next year
for career wise,its good as it protects u but u have to make sure u dud all the right things
and thats the most dreadful thing and who's perfect btw?:)
haha
had my inservice just now but left early due to some reasons
irwan lost his *2ndHand* handphone due to the PSP
2 uh,main sangat benda 2,handphone pun boleh hilang
well,nothing much 2 blog about
except that i am going through a hard patch now,anyone interested to hear me?
kidding
i rather face it alone
but i know i got my own backup
whatever it is
i treasure my loved ones :)
well,there is this sweet girl who tag me
and i can tell she is super duper hot
:)
alright, i am out
got to hit the sheets now
sleepyhead and i want to gained more weight

*please stop reading my blog,to one person that i hate*
thanks because i know u still want to read.
shucks.no shame :)

everything been reaally fine
had a good day,\my off day for tommorow would be burned as i had to attend in-service
with my other colleagues
i had to drag this stupid body at 7am tommorow
and to add one more thing
its good some people are wise enough to know what is right and what is wrong,
i thank god and friends who has been telling me non-stop about friends taking advantage of me
no worries
i have learned :)

seriously
i dont wanna create another conflict here
people still think i am bad
so be it
but one day u feel the pain
trust me
i cant take it
its not a curse but a reminder
u break away people's pertalian
it happen to one fine day
its a retribution
i maybe wrong
but god can help me
haha
kekayaan bodoh :)

BUAT BODOH SUA

I AM GONNA BLOG ABOUT A SOMETHING WONDERFUL
CHECK IT OUT LATER
I AM SO GONNA GET HATRED
BUT WHAT TO DO
THIS IS YOUR FAVOURITE PASTIME
:)

i have been labelled by friends in TP
as the new makansutra guy
thanks to nurirwan mazlan
haha
not boasting but just fekt like updating today's event
work 2-11pm,all okayy
doing great shits happens
thats all
posted on 251008@1230

i wanna thank people who motivated me to live my life again
thank u for lifting my low spirits

i wake up early today and its saturday
time check?1220
and i am still blogging and going work @ 2pm
shucks,wanted to take leave but could not be done
i already did the house chores,water the plants,tidy here up and there
as my lovely mum is out of town
and i hope dad appriecates it so much
because he been telling his mum that im rude to him due to familia problems but i cant help it
u cant expect me to keep quiet and let my mum stand facing hardships alone
its okay
now nenek is giving me the cold shoulder and silent treatment
its okay nenek
u are wise enough
i maybe wrong but i was never born to just stay quiet
im out
posted on saturday 25/10 @ 1245

maybe separation was the best options for all of us
since there is no more happiness in us
whatever happens here is for my readers to know how i felt and what can i do to be a better person
yesterday was everything i get to know
about my family about all problems we having
all this while i just kept quiet
keeping the problems to myself and not sharing
because i know its just parts of my blissful life
but today,i had to share with someone i love and care for
Zeella
yeah she is the one some people think she is a bad influence but she never steal people's boyfriends
she has negativities,everyone has but i know and i kept a watchful eye over that
sorry to bother u sister
but 6years of friendship and love, i am sure u know how i handle things
yesterday on a thursday@2145,
mom was packing her bags for her trip to Kuala Lumpur today which is friday @8am and she was just doing her things while my dad watch DVD and my brother and i talk crap
i thought everything was really fine when suddenly my dad told my mom in a very rude manner saying we have nothing anymore and i dont want u to get to know about my family members or anyone that has got to do with my family
just bust off from this and this is what u wanted
i stared in dismay and couldt say anything
tears rolled down in silence and i stood up for my mom saying and definitely had to be rude to my dad by saying its up to her who she wanna contact,this is between u and her and there is no point preventing her from doing this and that
my father hate me for this i know
he was never fair to me and i was giving enough love from a dad,
he did give money and all but i wanted a bestfried
my mom did
she was everything
i could take her as my idol and my everyday breakfast that makes my day
i love her to bits
she maybe mean and she can kill me with her words but no one can replace her
i realized it now
if my mom and dad were to divorced*touch wood*,
i want them to really think what is good for them and us
spilt it equally and still be bestfriends
memang pahit untuk ditelan but what truth is truth
i have to be strong and hold upright,they need me
my brothers need my attention so they wont go astray
i hope and pray hard that allah gave me blessings in what i do and give me guidance in little things
tears starting to rolled down my cheeks now and i cant take it
i just hope my mum is smiling and haing fun out there and dont forget to pray and buy something for us tau
i love u
and one more thing
papa,i love u too so much but i hope all can goes well
i dont want to be the second one to suffer all this
but wait,i dont blame allah as he is giving me time and patience and guidance for this so i wont repeat in my future years
i am gonna work hard earning big bucks
getting a good understanding beautiful gf-=wife=soulmate for life
someone who i could trust on and lean on
i may never said this but i hope zeella is going to be there for me till i reached my last breath
and friends who know me,u are remembered and still Speacial to me :)
please help me and listen to my plight
i dont want to lose the happinnes again
and i want to stop pretending.
and this post is published on 25/10 @ 11pm as i could not update the post date and stuffs.

i have stopped dreaming'
why should i blog again about this?
it makes people think im dumb
nope
thats not me but i certainly have move on to next chapter
just in case people start questioning me :)
toodles

im in shocked right now
few things to update on and so forth
currently i just came back from genting trip and i did enjoy a little due to the fact didnt get to take the rides as it was a heavy downpour
basically i eat variety of foods down there
kenny rogers to normal food to macam2 laaa
oh yeah,if u blogggers are wondering why the ACER ASPIRE ONE pictures are there
i just got my lappie and im happy
finally and alhamdulilah
while on genting,and btw pics are with ismail
not much and i bought myself nike airforce white sneakers
dope kape?:?jyeah :P

i heard the deadful news from afdal
i am sorry for u brother
but be strong and continued to guide your family to a better road
you are the man now and its time u take your responsibilities to another hike
your siblings and mum need u every moment
i am here always
smile for me:)

i dont know
something been bothering me lately
about me ... and ...
i dont know
i have a feeling that post is for me
i am stressed thingking about it
but i dont want to say anything because i know u werent going to be back with me
but deep inside i have move on but love is still in the air
i know this is random but have u heard about this sentence before in your life?

we went to a accesories shop few months back
anonymous saw this chainpendant with a heart shape key
i told her,if i were u,i'll throw away the key
anonymous asked me why?
so i told her in a very sweet way,so no one would find the key to your love
does that ring a bell to u baby?
what i know is
u are always my best although u ruined my life but i am back with a new brand baby:)
thats all
btw,this post is today 23oct 5pm..

is tommorow monday 20 october

i'll be going off to Genting Malaysia

with Ismail Zul Najib & Sweet Linda

we'll be going in the wee hours and be back by wed i think

i pray hard that we reached safe and sound and also when our way back to Spore from Genting

i heard those eerie stories about bus drivers but hope all goes well:)

i wanna have a hell of a good time

wish me well and pray for my safety bloggers

tc aye

sometimes i wish all would come to end

nevertheless i love my family each and everyone so much

god

give us our guidance and love

amin

simply here i had enough of this shits

i am sorry for my part

over and done with

i have nothing against u

take care :)

baby baby

please believe me 

find in your heart to reach me

promise not to leave me behind

as i stood staring at each corner of my eye

i began wondering what type of woman u are 

normally i share my problems about girls with my bestfriends

but now when its about U i wish to settle on my own

what did i went wrong that made u did this to me

where did i go wrong?

i did what u wanted me to do

i gave in and respect your decision

but behind my sexyback

u were a different personality

and if its not your own kind who tell me

i would be so stupid to text u

and now u gone missing without a trace

u leave me hanging babe

u left me stranded on a island without even any fruit juices for me to chew on

i dont wish to hate u

but for at least do text me and explain to what's going on

i touched me heart and thank god for giving me the hint u are just bushing around

i thought u could be differrent from the rest

but i guess u are the same or worst

CORRECT ME IF I AM WRONG

i dont know

im loss for words

but there is room for a chance

but me getting to u

that is impossible

your own kind advised me not to

i should listen to that :)

and now people are tagging me about u

so which part did i or u went wrong?

i dont go around telling people about u.

period.

take care miss F

u shall be missed.

all the best

:)

i know i am inda too hasty for u
i was or wasnt for u i guess
but i dont wanna give up
i understand your plight
but i hope u could see the real me
feel me and touch your heart
because my love my love my love is definitely for u
the GREAT :)
i pray hard and also hope the best for your
O's
<3


Feels like we're on another level
Feels like our loves intertwined,
We can be two rebels breaking the rules
me and you, you and I
All you got to do is watch me
Look what I can do with my feet
Baby feel the beat inside,
I'm driving you can take the front seat
Just need you to trust me
Oh ah oh
It's like!

as i lay down on bed staring at the wall
and thinking if i am ready for a relationship
i dont wanna rush nor desperate
but i touch my heart and i believe i am ready
just that the other party is making me felt worried and nervous
i am not blaming u but u at times just dont feel me
but it seems other people can make u really happy
like seriously
although its a big competition for me
i still stick because i promise u i'll stick
i never wanted to cheat on you because i know how does it feels
seeing other couples or boy girls dating and happily
i tend to be jealous
i have no one to turn to at this point of time
simply because i dont want others to think i am weak
but wait
i fight and be strong
i know i can
but to that great
just so u know
u are my everyday bliss
do whats important to u now
Period
<3 U


i cant wait to bomb the stage on sunday which is in 2days time

wow
looks like orang yang kuat agama pun perangai lagi teruk
as claimed by melly
i got to agree with you
i check this person's blog
wah..
looks like it made me terasa because i know definitely is for me..
come on la..
if im two face
how about u?
just because u got your loved ones
u can throw us away
even your 'bestfriend' can say the same thing
astafiruallah
when would thins would ever change?
i used to talk to your month 1 month before ramadhan
i guess your mom forgive me but not
u and your sister
takya nak denied
its the fact
i tried to mend things but u dont even give me a chance to do so
still got the freaking chick to tag me
pandai2
sepandai2nye tupai melompat
akhirnye jatuh ke tanah juga
setahu haikel
kite kene redha dgn ape yang dipergi
supaya orang yg telah dipergi tidak akan diseksa
kalau haikel salah
tolong la tegurkn iye.. :)
i kep asking my self why things dont change between us
u had problem or the other party claims that grudges is still tehre
but im not involved
i happened to be friends with both sides.
life is full of ups and downs.
i dont wish to be TWO-FACE
but somethig in you makes people two facecd i guess
so if your are reading this post dearie
please forgive me alright
i guess its better we just let matter rest
coz im tired of fighting
u know
u have my number,contact me if u not happy
dont have to blog it out :P
peace.
camat hari raya


kalau kau rasa kau ni baik kuat agama alhamdulilah
didik la orang yang kurang agama
jgn nk ckp org ni akt luar peluk2 and stuff.
u ape kurangye :)
nasib badan

**friends come and go**

last but not least
happy 4 u