Tuesday, November 25, 2008
{ 4:49 AM }
When I think about it
I know that I was never held or even cared
The more I think about it
The less that I was able to share with you
I try to reach for you, I can almost feel you
You're nearly here
i am feeling lost right here with nowhere to hide
i admit i loss myself in this
i had to lose someone who loves me for who i am
but please don't leave me hanging
i am still not stable and i did told u were special to me
i do treasure and love for what u are
without u and your advices
there is no room for confessions
i don't wanna force myself into this cycle because simply i am not ready
i was speechless by your SMS yesterday
it tells a lot about your courage
i can put myself into your shoes
maybe i was being selfish towards u
i got my reasons love
i didnt know that u have to be a hypocrite and wrote all those dirty stuffs about me
where i am the nicest thing on earth as claimed by you
is this the treatment i get for being selfish and not getting into any affair with u
right from the start i told u my everyday rants
u were my best listening ear and a best budd
i sometimes imagine if we dont work out well
and i meet another woman and stuff,we still maintained the way we are and sorts
i dont know about you right
a little respect has gone but at the same time
i do understand your plight and sorrows
whatever decision u made afterall
its your own choice and if u suffer with it
be patience because u learn from it
imma gonna be the same towards u and stuff
imma keep myself cool down here
i got my guidance slowly right now
and if i dont have a chance to say this
once again
thank u for all the effort given by u
if there is another word that can express my BIG thanksfullness to u
i woulkd have use it and your text msg lingers in my cellphone
i didnt really change after we met
i just not ready to be with anyone
but I pray hard that God would make me a better person and learn with the choices i made
Please Take Good Care Of Yourself
whatever it is
Haikel's just a call away
Beep me at my digits
