i wake up at 630am today
i felt so shag and just wanted to sleep back
but i just remember that i got an audition for a role in police force
i tell myself to overcome the fear and nervousness
then my dear Rajini text me said she couldn't make it as her son was sick
i was like speechless for a moment
but i decided to give it a try
to cut it short i reached around 9am
get to know a few guys from other division
and the in-charge came to brief us and look at me and str8 away told me i am doing a bad guy
memang aku ni muke jahat :))
tapi hati baik
so the first scene goes and it went well,i was told to stay and tryout another scene as a CNB officer and now i am waiting for your call
hope i get the chance to be on TV
i then went to work with bad sore eyes
just go and left around 4pm from work for circuit training
it was super uber fun and nervous
its my first time driving a car man and i have a lot to learn
then went back to work feeling weak and told kak ju about me going doctor tmr and she advises me go hospital today and i did
to c\sgh and waited 2hours and doctor said i have sore eyes and to be given 1 week MC
i wish i could but i dont felt like having MC
i have no mc rate since i enter TP in June till now
i wanna maintain but at the same time
i have to be responsible,dont want the rest to get infected
wish me well
and my prayers goes out to abby abadi
my fav and i really pity her
we men dont appriecate beautiful girls with beautiful souls.
but then Allah knows whats in store for us
abby baby
be strong and pray ahrd
u not reading this i know :)