this is for my ladies
:))

i felt wrong somewhere
i felt guilty for telling u
but somehow somewhere
my cute little heart tells me i should tell you
maybe because i like u?
crap!
maybe because i care like u
and yeah your curls turn me on ya know :)
my ciara ((:
well sweetheart
whatever u do
be honest with your own feelings
i dont want in the end your feelings and emotions take over u
its not fair for u but sometimes u gotta learn the hard way baby
it makes u a better and mature person
some of us are born to be gifted where we have no problems
but some of us are born normal and to face all this to makes us the same level of the gifted ones
they might be 2 steps ahead of us
but we can catch up with them by making effort
i myself don't trust or believe in love
but why should i forbids and punish myself from falling in love?
while the other party just be in love with someone
nope
there is not my style babes
i learn my mistakes and overcome those eerie feelings
i make myself better by encouraging myself not by those compliments given
i used that once a while to upbring myself
and do people appreciate us for being nice to them?
sacrifice our love for them
do they or they are just making use of us?
use the theory my friend
find solutions not just dead end decisions that shall leave u in guiltiness
i am feeling different now after what i tell u
i cant leave u hanging alone because i know how it feels
it hurts in me at times to hear people talk about u
just because u are a hot topic
learn to be grateful to yourself
think about yourself than other first
i am always here when u need someone to cry on
u can trust me
i would make this right this time
i maybe a different person u see
but i guess u know the good side of me ((:
i just want you to be sure what u want to do with your life
if u made the wrong move
learn from it by climbing over the edge to see the beautiful mountains
like aku macam merepek pulak =)
we dont make mistakes for a reason
but from my own experiences
i felt good i turn to allah and i hope it stays that way
Amin
Ciara**
this is for u
i want the best for you okay (: