behind this smile lies a certain reason for my life

[SPEAK]
certain things in life
u have to speak about it
because certain people just judge you without thinking
this is what i felt
to you whom i used to call Ciara
u are right at times about those human beings feelings and how they live their life
u know about it because u took that course and stuffs
but let me remind you again that not what u see is what u get girl
and not every of my blog is about you
and for your info when u told me not to mess around with you which i didnt
and again you are scaring me
its like my moves are being watch and that's scaring me
honestly i have no grudges against you
and yeah at times we may have some misunderstandings and i happened to blog it out to conversate my feelings with my blog
and hats what blogs are for
its for us to say out what we feel and our shout outs
i am sorry if at times i am like a big ass to you
but the irritating haikel is much more a different person
on the other note
its because of you
there is some words of you that totally change him
makes him much more matured
when u say u are nothing and that's why u are being used
i totally disagreed to that
because u are woman with brains
a woman with a good sincere heart
willing to go out and do a big favor for your friends
although u just dont have the right ingredients
honestly i appreciate you
and i am sorry if at times i am like a big jerk
forgive me for that
but at the end of the day
your name is what i looked for every night
true what u said
love cannot be force
i understand you and being a good Samaritan
i treated you the same
alright girl now you know this post is dedicated to you
the one and only
so dont say i never tell you
and physchoing kill =)