its 1255 in morning now and i am still awake
although i have lots of things to do tomorrow before starting work at 2pm
thought of dropping by mum's shop at St Joseph around 10am
and slack for a while
i have a very important task to do tomorrow and i pray hard i get approval
and today was very tiring for me though

wake up at 8am and get ready
took leave just to go cycling with
Ismail Linda Zul Myself
they were late as per normal
so we started our journey from
Pasir Ris-Changi-East Coast Park
and it was a helluva tiring okay
linda's tyre burst halfway and we couldn't continue our journey
then got a this malay lady with family did the extra mile of helping us
thanks to you we are much better after that(;
we stopped by at burger king around 2pm for lunch and i ate super lot
and my stomach is growing yeah
then we cycle again back to pasir ris and reach around 8on
its very hectic and i lazy to elaborate (:
i had lots of fun though

i am just a lilttle confused about myself now
the reputation the stand and the oaths i say
i am scared i couldnt fulfilled it and people would be dissapointed and thingk negative of me but what do they didnt know that is very hard to get away from this life cycle
i am so confused about this.no one i can turn to except Allah
and i hope it would give me guidance to be a better person

and to my special friend
do your best in everything
u have my support and your loved ones eah(:
keep smiling cheeky(;

and on top of that
my brother lost my hard earned camera
and he is going to pay back okay
its my own camera and he can lost it
what the hell
):