Honestly
i am tired of all this shit and stuffs
and i myself shall put a stop to it
because i believe in forgiving and forgets
people may hate me for my decisions
but at the end of the day
would you stick by me?NO
i was given a very good wake up call by Shinx
my everyday bliss i must say
she made me see what is bad and what is good
i realise that alot and i should have respected your views and Concern Fazilah
i guess u are reading this now
i am deeply sorry for causing you to have trauma by my stupid actions
i am so sorry for causing all the troubles
and if u have done something to hurt me too
i hope you can put a stop to it so we dont have anymore conflicts
Shinx told me to be direct in whatever i blog and i guess i could follow her footsteps
but there would be flaws and all but what i have to blog is all here
this is my life and this is where i communicate if there is something i am not happy about
i know your bf doesnt want us to prolong this and he have reasons for that
and i respect whatever decisions that comes along and if i am wrong
do tell me in a nice way mine you people im 1989 and there is alot i have yet to see about the world
i am suppose to get ready for work now but here i am blogging because i wish to end this mess
for my pass i am sorry for everything and i wish you can give me a call so we can end it peacefully
i receive alot advises and please give me time to change
i have enough shits already and to shinx
thanks alot for everything and i love you for that ad i love you for standing up for me
and one thing i can say people who are so close to me dont even do this for me
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