My Life As A Policeman =)

okayy people
i am so random wanna talk about my life as a policeman
i wanna share with you guys how i felt and for those guys/girls who intend to joined SPF
i gonna give u bits about it and i hope u could pick up one or two from here
and a little bit about people that walked into my life

Firstly i received a letter on 10 October 07 from Government
saying i have been shortlisted to enter National Service & I got SPF
Singapore Police Force
i was excited and was kinda looking forward too
my parents were proud of me
and as days goes by and
11december i was enlisted and to endure 4months of training and all
i did not really like it and i played punk a lot till one day i wake myself up and tell
myself to back up and pull up my socks
and thats when i meet whom i called friends
that come and go and some stayed
Life In NS was fun
we endure everything together
had misunderstandings fights and shits together
i enjoyed every single of them but when all of us pass out
thats when sad moments drool us and made us a perfect person i guess
This Is Just Half Of The Team Babies (;

I was then posted to Traffic Police On 6 June 2008
thats where i really learn about
Life Teamwork Friendship Hardwork Problems Bonding
i got a team who at times can be pretty uncool and sometimes can rock my ass pretty good
Team Leader (;
i got my team leader who is understanding and never takes sideDeputy Team Leader In Blue
i got my deputy team leader who never fails to make jokes and taught me about life lessons
i got my regulars who told us whats right whats wrong and their funny antics
i got my other friends who either same batch or earlier who is "Gerek" and idiot at times
Filming =)

i was lonely back then
waned a GF but some told me not too and
i guess i got their meaning
life was much more easier and happier
i got to buy things on my own
made myself happy and contented
i date some but it seems i need to be on track back in the dating world
love games i must say babes
Life is full or possibilities and surprisesFood Outing

I enjoyed every moment till now minus the bad times
In Traffic Police
i got to meet different people of different lifestyles
and i could click with almost everyone
and my job scope gets me to meet different kind of people
and it feels good if u can make someone's day with a smile
In TP
i got to act in Crime Watch which is coming soon
I got to do things i love
i got a chance to Dance for my Dinner & Dance 09
i got support from my very own people who have faith in me
i do ahve flaws and i change to gain my colleagues trust and with patient
i do get what i want
There would be Food Outing
Late Night Chill and Durians
Soccer @ Cage and lots more
Everything is Fine
i am gonna finish in December and i wish it would never end(:
but i was thinking of signing on and go for courses that is relevant my job
and i just hope for guidance and love from everyone.

I know this post is random ut i wish to share with any wannabes
u got the right career and dont flunked yourself
i learned everytime i got scolded
and life is never easy
and i love my life now
pray for the best dudes

and to my bestfriends and all
u are never forgetten
u knw who u are

As u all know today is where we celebrate earth hour
those environmentalist would be squirming and some would be smiling
but for some humans its nightmare
but then it wasnt made compulsory
but then again to save our
EARTH
(:

Bills Bills Bills

I received my bills from my email just now and i got the shocked of my life
i have to pay a little extra this time around
went to the calculations and all and did a lil bit of administrative work for myself
setting out dates which i am totally our from town and totally busy
Aprils Gonna be a month of busy life for me
i got big wish to be true
i got my life to be put on the correct track with guidance
and to have fun and enjoy life while i am still young
i am turning 20 in 2months (random bodoh)
and then heading to Batam with colleagues next month
i bet its gonna be hell of a lifetime
and as u all can zoom
my SMS got up to 2000plus (;
Thank You SINGTEL(;

& as for my life
everything seems smooth and steady
i miss my brothers and those i have yet to catch up with
but deep inside all of you are remembered
i dont contact doesnt mean i dont care (;


and as for u my little cupcake
sorry if im being unfair towards you
i have been really tired and busy now
and by the time i wanna contact you
u be either sleeping or tired
lets take a chilly road
which means take it slow really
which u and i are doing it
but deep inside i do care okay
(;

I have yet to watch coming soon
but Confessions Of Shopaholic was super duper fine
* Dont Answer The Call Its Derrick Smith"
=P

i cannot sleep as i kept waking up
thanks to growling stomach
i had fun going out with u although its short while
nice knowing u but i hope u can
take a chill pill

Love Sex Magic

Everything ain't what it seems
I wave my hands and I got you
And ya feel so fly, assistantin' me
But now is my turn to watch you
I ain't gonna stop you
If ya wanna grab my neck, talk sexy to me like that
Just do what I taught you, girl when I give you my heat
And I need you to push it right back

i am starting to feel the way i feel
u get what i mean
the love sparks tingling my whole body
it has its ups and downs
and i dont denied those shivering encounters
but love history taught me one thing
take the risk and learn everything u fall
and to stand up again without feeling hurt but smile
although i dont pray that much
the one that mould us into humans have given me lots of guidance without me knowing
but putting in my mind hear and soul
BUT
i have certain feeling its gonna work well
and i hope it does
because i am sick of being played around
but i know u are a sincere person
to all my ex loves out there
whom i used to promise and to be promised at
forgive me and i hope u all can give me your blessings
ONE did and i am thankful to that
& i hope we can work together to make it happened
an di hope i dont change minds like a girl change her clothes
and i hope i can be a blissful beau to you
i hope as u read this u smile with a feeling of content
rmb this blog is where i tell me feelings all out (;

i am going to work in few minutes
really hope it rains tonight
rain rain come again today (;
its love lockdown with memories
and check your email yeah beau

I slept at 5am chatting with this sweet friend of mine
and woke up around 10am just to nadiah if she has the permission from momma
if she can go and i fell asleep while waiting for her text and 11am she text me saying she could go
i smile and went to sleep back again and woke up around 1 and got ready slowly
we planned to watch the movie
RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN
and show was at 1645 hrs and it better
so i slacked around smoke my shit out and stuffs
then got ready and go to grandma's house to have lunch and nadiah texted me saying hariz
my other lil cuzzin wants to joined and i said alright
planned to have all the cuzzins but all *step busy* (;
so we met around 4 and rushed there taking a cab eh
(;

Bought our tickets and then buy out tidbits and then asked
the two of them to wait as i go smoke smoke
then went to watch it and i tell you it was super duper good
out of 10,i give it a 7
not wasting your money folks
and after that movie went to chill and TCC
bought myself Passion Drink & Nadiah bought Hot Chocolate
and Hariez shared with us and after that we left for home

and let pictures do the chacha
(;


& now i am at home feeling tired and worn out
iron my uniform as i am working morning shift tomorrow
sucks right
and now waiting for that someone to online (;

To This Special Someone
i am not hoping all out
but i have a certain aura we can make it through
and i pray hard for guidance and i hope we can be true to each other
coz i am done with love but i hope u planned the best for us
Insyallah
Slowpoke (;

Its Me Against The World

I have been thinking deep thoughts about myself
i been hurt by word 'LOVE' too much
till i lose control of myself
i didn't love myself much but i love other people more
that's what people been telling me
i am angry at myself for failing but a wise friend told me
i was borned to be strong
i can encouraged people to live life with love
to move on and not to be brutally hurt
but i myself failed at that and WHY?
I have wonderful friends now and a better life
it would be better to come soon and i really hope it will

I failed in LOVE again and again
where did i go wrong and which extra path i took that turns me back to
where i belong
i was in the dark path but i found light again
i made friends older than me to show me around
the paths i have yet to take and all
i know i wont let anyone down
but this is the only place for and nothing could take that away from me
i have nothing now
and a Sister Figure tell me that now all girls want guys with looks money transport
whats happening with the world of sins
I have wonderful parents and family
and supported me in everything although i have flaws
that no one knows and i know i can get out of this ALONE

I wanna thank ones that came to me just to tell me off nicely
MSN.CALLS.MEETUPS.MSGS.
i truly appriecate every single cents of advice and i used it as it came by
some people moved me with their words and character
some motivate me to be a better firm guy

I Thank You All
and i thank to those who stick by me
and i promise i rose up high but still be humble
(;

Last but Not Least
i have to learnt to love myself
Haikel Is My Name & I am Proud Of It
(:
SHIKIN
Thanks YEAH ((:

alright
this blog no updates sia.
been busy with work
met up with isha just now t have dinner @ swensens and pass her present
amek kau
i dont owe u anything now okay =)
thanks for the short meetup btw

i just got home minutes ago and today is my first off
freakin tired eh people
the i got home still dont want to sleep
and then i checked shikin's blog
and i was super duper surprise by the entry
thank u love
u simply appriecate me or what
thanks eh =)


please to anyone out there
dont have grudges against me
u know it all im much a better person
so PEACE

step1 Remember we are all different. It’s easy to forget that not everyone thinks and functions the same. Don’t expect everyone to react to situations in the same way. For example, where one person may laugh off an insult another may be hurt for days. If we keep in mind that we all may react differently to different situations, we may be better equipped to be more considerate of people's feelings.

i am home slacking for good
suppose to have driving in the morning but instructor cancel due to last minute cock up
change to 230pm but my head and body so lazy and furthermore the raining is making me more lazy to go for practical and TP is coming soon sehh
change to Wednesday and early morning again
pheww
lucky have set aside some money for my driving

we cuzzins and parents gonna have some gathering
on Thursday and it falls on my second off day and i am pretty cool with it
some say go sentosa or east coast
but if rainin we go watch movie or slack at aunty mimi's house
so i am gonna plan later
and yeah biler part ni semua tolak aku =)
plan to meet rush but still not feeling well
get well soon sweetie
EAT medicine & DRINK Plum Juice
for goodness sake yeah (;
and choose the right dresses
=)

Yesterday went to IT Fair @ Suntec after 7pm
went alone because wanna get the deals and dont wanna waste time
so went around & no pretty babes that much
was looking for a photo printer the smaller version but couldnt find
wanted to buy camera but within budget
so went around and saw this
EPSON STYLUS TX100 @ whopping $98
usual price was $148 and i think about it and bought it
got into lucky draw,won a USB traveller but it was out of stock so i
MAcdonalds Voucher and $20 Outback Steak House voucher
=)
i went home after that with the printer and took MRT
because save money & also taxi was full
grr
reach home and fix the things and ordered macdonalds using the voucher
and chatted with Bestfriend and also Rush
then after that i think i went to dream land
and i hoping for the best

to shikin TP
just pray the best for him instead of saying bad things
pray that he gets the path to the correct way
i have friends who were like him but immediately change
so keep our fingers crossed
he may do shits to us but still
he did walk into our pathway
=)


AND 1 more thing
LINDAA the girl whom i considered my sister my smiles and stuffs
have finally passed and got herself a driving license
yesterday met up with her and she tumpang me and she's scary at times
but at the back of it
u are doing well and i love u so much much much
takmo amek hati dgn ____
he memang gitu
smile okay((;

& its love lockdown

SHE'S BACK



My Aunt's back from her work in London
and Nadiah,no more freedom
but u have been a good and loyal daughter
taking care of the house and your siblings
i am proud of you okay
so we went to pick her up on 12 March
Uncle Noor picked me up then we proceeded to airport and reach around 1745
aunt's coming out at 1830 and so Hirzi Nadiah and I went to ATM,withdraw some money and paid bills and then bought few things @ Popeye =)
then around 15mins later Aunty Mimi reached with her daughter and son
We waited and she finally arrived and before that i was craving for Swensen's and like telling Nadiah and after Aunt went out with a smile on her face,she said to us
Come let's go Swensen and i was grinnin with a big smile
and to cut short we rreached there and ordered our food
i ate Pesto Salmon with Salads and finished it off with coke
and then i think after that we went home
THANKS!

night shift totally sucks from now on =)
haikel do this do that
lagi ape nak suruh aku buat
mentah2 aku nye org okay go
whatever it is i just have to work my ass off
thank god this month's salary enough for my bills and expenses
so no worries for noe

anyways
i dont wish to add more problems to you or your friends
so i decided to keep quiet and if its your friend that just tag my blog
oh please stop coz i guess we have nothing against each other so i hope it stops yeah
and honestly u are hot =)
tc and see u around soon

Early morning make me lose my freaking mood
i entered into someone's blog and just say hello and how you?
it was just a random hello and nonetheless
its how i break the ice
then the owner reply nak taknak
and then her friend like get into the story
dont wish to elaborate because lotsa people narrow minded
and furthermore i dont wish to create any arguments
i am better life now
no hard feelings eh H n N
talking about KARMA
i told u not to do this to him
and u did and see now what happens
=)

wakey wakey @ 10am
got ready and went to dad's shop and slack till 2pm
he picked me up with adil and we went to cousins wedding @ Tampines
i was super hungry and when i reach there,i saw my world
my cousins to my aunties to people i have never met for a long time
miss you people
as per normal being lively and such
chatted with aunty nah and aunty mimi
and played with aunty nah's little daughter who i called rihanna
u should know why later
then as per normal kept disturbing people and such
then around 4 went home and i was super shag

all i hope was a new life with little problems (;okayy people
this is my gorgeous aunt i=with her rihanna
macam kan
and she is super cute but super sombong
AND SHE IS VERY ADORABLE
okay thats it
i have yet to post more pics from To D&D
and i'll do it asap
tommorow sucks because i am working morning
U spin me right round

aku mentel

today i woke up around 12 pm and got ready to meet isha and farishah to go plaza sing and watch danceworks 09 and to support Flair Nation
met farishah around 0345 and proceeded there and isha was already there
had fun met up with my loved ones that i have never seen for such a long time
then bump into kak lydia and lookin pretty as always
the Flair Nation got into finals
and it was nice of marsh to say hi to me from far although i cnt recognized her that much though
and then around 7pm farishah and i left for home as we were tired
reached home and slag for a while then decided to go my cousin's wedding @ Tampines with family and Congrats eh Azhar
Jaga Wife Betul Betul Okay(;
i am getting married soon but dont know what year
hahah wtf and then took pictures with the witches
=)this is nadiah
1st in the family
a witch but very nice witchthis is natasha
the second wish
no comments (;

and i am damm shag and hitting the sheets soon
=)
and shikin
Photos Photos Photos Please

I am back Blogging
so i guess the picture above tells all about my MIA
yesterday 6th Of March was Traffic Police Dinner & Dance Held @ Pan Pacific
and it was super duper fun and i enjoyed totally
and honestly after a year plus of not getting myself in dance
i just had to did it again not just myself
but with my lovely babies
Isha Farisha Hawa Ebal Vimal
and this people make it happened
and i am so proud of them because normally D&D is very hard to get crowd because they at times are gloomy people or not very open people
police somemore =)
i approached the management about this and they agreed of giving me a chance
and honestly i was very nervous that point of time
butterflies all over my stomach bit
with the support of my won lovebugs and colleagues
i made a promise to myself that i am gonna do well and i did it
too bad my brother Nur didnt came on time
shit You man =)
V did the opening by doing drag while the girls do buttons
and it was very well done and we got the crowd there
and i would like to thank everyone that came down to support and make me happy
after the performance we received loud cheers and claps
and i was so shocked when the MC started telling them(TP) that i am one of their own and all of them clap and shouted for me and i didnt expect that though and all i can say is i am very happy

Pre-Event @ 0630-0730
there were glamour studio and fun buttons to airbrush tattoo and stuffs
i was getting ready in the hotel room with the rest and when i was ready
i went down with them and i saw Roszliana Syed Ismail and some
Syed was like asking me faster take photos with them while Ros joined in and took photos with me and followed by some people who like say which i cant remember
A: Hey Kel,Kau Joget Pe Nanty?Rabak Eh Tak Bilang?
KEL:HAHAH! surprise pe mangkuk(:
A:G Mati Uh! Chicks Kau Baik Pe (Referring To Hawa Farishah Isha)
KEL:Dont Say, I Know Already Tapi Isha Ade BF,Hawa Single Farishah Aku Nak
A:Babi Uh Kau, =)
and i left the place as i was super nervous
@ 0730pm Tony Approached me and told me to get my ass ready as the show is about to start
and i nodded anxiously and after the awards show we dance our heart out and
to my lovebugs thank u for making it happen and i love you guys
i am gonna miss the practices we had and i am definitely not gonna stop contacting u guys
with love haikel((:
and please eh monday practice 5pm @ Isha's Dome(WINK)

and after that i went makan2 and then picture time and i expalin briefly alright
to Nur sorry eh tak Battle
Da relek uh brother (;

This Is Farishah
the one that i reallylove like hell
the one that always rude to me but never fails to make me smile (;
i wanna thank you for loving me as a brother and i hope if time permits and Allah Izinkan
i'll be with you and always remember i always love and adore you for what u are
and dont let guys take advantage of you and sorry for my wrong doings
(:
This is Isha
The one that i can talk to and relate myself
the one one defends me even if i am wrong and corrects me after that
She is my Inspiration my Critic my Listening Ear my Eye Candy
She never fails to put a smile on her face and she is always there to tell me advices and whatever
same goes for me
thank you for sacrificing yourself and your needs for me
thank you for making it happened
i owe u a birthday gift girl
and please
Perangai takmo MAT REP =)
last long with Hardy and stay gorgeous

Sumpah Tk Perlu and it was in the toilet and takmo fikir lain eh

and yeah this is The 3 NSMen that can make it =)
Nur.Hashir.Haikel
all looking good and fab

First and foremost
Thanks to Nadiah my little cuzzie witch for helping changing my blogskin
as i cant be be bothered to do myself
LOL
thanks again sweetie
owe u alot yea(;

nothing much to update
jsut tired and going to sleepy mode
zzzz
(;

*laughs*
been very busy this few days with work and practical
looking forward to it
and cant wait although nervous
my blog is currently going some plastic surgery
it be back to normal asap
met up with ismail just now for lunch and he bring me out to sent his camera back
he is a big bro to me never fails to disturbb me 24/7 and he sucks at times
=)
has an irritating gf too (;

anyway
had a tiff with this guy call zee
haha
gotta be honest
he suck la people
People call him A.W.I.E
Always World In Everything
=)
nice name given by E
lotsa people cant stand u anymore
kan tadi perangai mat rep da keluar
haha
all the dance crews up there
better be careful dangerous eh budak ni
and i lazy 2 update about that bustard
pity his 'Girlfriend"
and his friends too(;

and anyways i got to sleep early
tommorow i have meeting @ 10am
uh fuck9:

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