Its Me Against The World

I have been thinking deep thoughts about myself
i been hurt by word 'LOVE' too much
till i lose control of myself
i didn't love myself much but i love other people more
that's what people been telling me
i am angry at myself for failing but a wise friend told me
i was borned to be strong
i can encouraged people to live life with love
to move on and not to be brutally hurt
but i myself failed at that and WHY?
I have wonderful friends now and a better life
it would be better to come soon and i really hope it will

I failed in LOVE again and again
where did i go wrong and which extra path i took that turns me back to
where i belong
i was in the dark path but i found light again
i made friends older than me to show me around
the paths i have yet to take and all
i know i wont let anyone down
but this is the only place for and nothing could take that away from me
i have nothing now
and a Sister Figure tell me that now all girls want guys with looks money transport
whats happening with the world of sins
I have wonderful parents and family
and supported me in everything although i have flaws
that no one knows and i know i can get out of this ALONE

I wanna thank ones that came to me just to tell me off nicely
MSN.CALLS.MEETUPS.MSGS.
i truly appriecate every single cents of advice and i used it as it came by
some people moved me with their words and character
some motivate me to be a better firm guy

I Thank You All
and i thank to those who stick by me
and i promise i rose up high but still be humble
(;

Last but Not Least
i have to learnt to love myself
Haikel Is My Name & I am Proud Of It
(:
SHIKIN
Thanks YEAH ((: