UMBRELLA

You have my heart
And we'll never be worlds apart
May be in magazines
But you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the dark
You can't see shiny cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share

When the sun shines, we'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
Said I'll always be a friend
Took an oath I'm a stick it out till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we'll still have each other
You can stand under my umbrella
You can stand under my umbrellaShikin (;
THANKS to you shikin for also being there for me when i need someone to talk to
its surprising isnt it that we can really rely on each other
u got your love problems and u never fail to come to me
and now we can fight who's gonna drive and stuffs
but i am prettty sure u gonna drive fast cars and speed
because i am gonna lay low and drive slowly
because i am still shocked and i am a bit scared to drive
whatever it is we plan one day okay
make sure HAPPEN (:

thanks again for that little post
see thats why i named u shikin doll (;
and we must buy something for our clone
for the baby and not her
and my birthday coming and u better get me something
ooo
i hope i am gonna try your SUV (;

this is for you(:

HAPPY
if u are happy and you know
u clap your hands
*clap clap*
if u are happy and you know
u clap your hands
*clap clap*

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SHUT UP AND DRIVE
've been looking for a driver who's qualified
So if you think that you're the one step into my ride
I'm a fine-tuned supersonic speed machine
With a sunroof top and a gangster lean


So if you feel me let me know, know, know
Come on now what you waiting for, for, for
My engine's ready to explode, explode, explode
So start me up and watch me go, go, go, go
AISHAH aka AIYEE =)

hello!
i wish to blog about someone today
and the person's name is aishah
we have known each other since i was secondary 3?
so around few years we have known each other
and we went through different levels of friendship i must say
and the reason i blog about her would be elaborated later
we dance together and we do bad thing(at times) together
life was full of surprises and it went well i must say

Then she became attached with friend of mine whose heart is made of gold
whom u think would not last but actually it does
this person really take good care of aishah's heart
and yeah not to mentioned her family
Allah must have loved them so much because of their devotion towards Islam

i could remember that night
i was super lonely and super down because of problems i had
but they know i am strong person inside and i still can remember the text aishah gave me
and it goes like this
"Haikel,if u have any problems of all sort,dont forget that u have me and saiful to melt and downpour your problems and sorrows"
and it was touching because i used to believe a tale that goes like this
when your friends become attached
they forget you
and its just so natural
that tale sucks because its so not true
and that fateful morning
her brother passed away and it was a sad moment for her
but it changed her life a lot and i have never seen my friend change from so good to superb
but all of us had flaws too and we try to change in whatever we can
i am full of respect for the family you know and we still keep in touch
and please forgive me for my sins loves

and jyeah one more thing
my dear aishah had passed her class 3 people
and i am so gonna announce here
alhamdulilah
berkat doa keluarga and abang is really happy right aiyee?
i am so proud of youa nd mine's coming
i am so scared duper scared laaa
but i know i can do it

aiyee
i hope u like the post and we meet soon okay
u are missed and everytime i look at your blog
it reminds us of our childhood thrils
=)

and jyeah i miss my

MAD
Shes starin at me
I'm sittin wonderin wat shes thinkin.
Mmmmm
Nobodies talkin
Cause talkin just turns into screamin.
Ohhh
And now it's I'm yellin over her
She yellin over me.
All that that means
Is neither of us is listening.
[and wats even worse]
That we don't even remember why were fighting.

So both of us are mad for...


SHEESHA SESSION WITH IDIOTS =)

It was my first off today and it was damm tiring at work
woke up at 3pm and just do my stuffs
text my bro asking him wanna go sheesha
and he agreed so he picked me up after magrib and proceeded in picking up linda and liza
the liza is kepo wanting to follow hahah
so we had dinner @ mackenzie road and proceeded to Al-Majlis
and had sheesha and had tons of laughing and i am so lazy to update
gonna turn in early i guess and tomorow meeting my bestfriend Shada to accompany her for a while and i miss her man =)

BATAM Post Would BE updated SOON(:

PUSH
When you need it
Girl I try to hide it
But I can't escape it oh baby
Please forgive me
When I think of you my thoughts are so x-rated oh baby

Baby I don't give a damn
I know that your man's nowhere in sight oh oh
And your eyes don't tell a lie
I know you wanna come with me tonight
And I'll see you right
But first you gotta

Push push back upon it (girl)
Make me believe you want it
Push push back upon it (girl)
Know I can't go on longing
Push push back upon it (girl)
Go ahead lay it on it (Don't stop)
Don't stop until the morning (girl)
Just keep pushing back on it

like i said previously
i went back to sleep and my eyes opened at 12
slack around and then got up and get ready to do some last minute shopping
heading to Batam tomorrow morning after work
so gonna shop there i guess
went to CT hall and Peninsula to get myself a small bag as previous ones are on bad condition
then got myself a T-shirt and U KNOW WHAT
i lost my cool SHADES ):
FUCK!
never mind though );STUSSY CAPNUM Slippers


then headed to NUM and bought the new Slippers that Is Current;y HOT
and got myself a so called stussy cap
and i headed home
spent around $100 today and i am so broke
anyone wanna help me?(;

just kidding
i got to go to sleep now or else i'll be damm shag
pray for my safety people (;

OH!
ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TODAY LADY
I guess you know the Earth is gonna crash into the sun
But that's no reason why we shouldn't have a little fun
So if you think it's scary, if it's more than you can take
Just blow out the candles and have a piece of cake

Happy birthday
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday
Happy birthday to you
wow!

Happy birthday
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday
Happy birthday to you

i know the clock have yet to strike midnight so it would be 14april 2009
and my dear sister shinx is going a year older
21 or 22
your brother sucks at this though
anyways this post is done for in case i cant wish you at 12am
but whatever it is i just wanna say
Happy Birthday To You
best wishes from me to you
i'll pray for a memorable year and upcoming years ahead
hope u can achieved whatever you wish
and with perseverance comes the word 'contented'
stay true to abang Irwan and hope u guys last
and i know i owe u a pressie and i'll get for u soon
thanks for the advises and sweets talking u had for me & i have nothing to say but a THANK YOU
i hope you enjoyed yourself but dont party too hard okay sister!
see you (;
happy shikin (;?
hehe
and mine is in 31days

HEARTLESS

In the night I hear him talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless (heartless)
How you be so heartless Oh
How could you be so heartless

How you be so cold
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin to me yo
You need to watch the way you talkin to me yo
I mean after all the things that we been thru
I mean after all the things we got into
Ayo I know it's some thangs that you ain't told me
Ayo I did some things but that's the old me
And now you wanna get me back and you gon show me
So you walkin round like you don't know me
You gotta a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear him talk
The coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road, he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless (heartless)
How you be so heartless? Oh
How could you be so heartlessI am homey now slacking around
guess gonna hit the sheets soon
i wanna sleep early though
still feeling shag and recovering from my flu
i am all alone now
mum's out dad's working
working to earned a good living for all of us
and i pray hard all would go well =)
i been reading my driving books
as my test is coming up soon
dont wanna kecoh2 as still early
but i pray hard that i pass and i dont wanna waste my money too
and went to grandma's house just now and me my grandma and my cousins
bought some food for them an then after an hour proceeded home
tired laa
and i cant wait for BATAM this coming thursday with my boys
my team i mean weewit
gonna have fun and hope it goes well though
and YEAH i took this ITE picture as it showcases my lil cousin hirzi doing the breakdance and he's the chosen one and i am so proud of u cousin
=)
i have set aside some money for BATAM
this month budget tight ):

and yeah oh my
my aunt gonna get married this coming may and i cant wait
i am gonna be the best of the best that day
gonna look great plus the cousins man
its gonna be helluva fun and the jokes we gonna make and stuffs
we gonna rock the wedding jyeah and its gonna be at a banglo chalet
weird but something new for a start
and its gonna be gerek
I am not free on 2nd & 3may people
seriously cant wait
and currently i am addicted to Jai Ho Feat Pussycat Dolls
and i have yet to achieve something in life

and there is something bothering me
it hurts though and i dont know if i am ready for love
things so complicated and i dont want to have any extra thught
i have a feeling the love is there and
all i could say is let naature takes its course
i be your shoulder to cry on

and for YOU that's attached
it hurts but i am still gonna be the same though
last long and be honest in love
only that could bring you to a joyful r/s
u cn say things to me at this time and u can change that in few minutes
no hard feelings

LOVE LOCKDOWN

TAKIN BACK MY LOVE


Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love

PISSED for NOTHING
something coincidental happened
both happened to asked me same questions
and its after 5mins each and hope the explanations is true
if not u wont see me anymore
i am so pissed and i can say things and i do it without thinking
but then i give it a chance
i am not ready to lost somebody
and i wont want to say goodbye and period

Work sucks yesterday and i was damm shag
and i slept for just 1hour that night
was waiting for time to pass quickly and it went well
feeling better now but not fully recovered
i slept like a log just now and woke up around 7 and do my stuffs
had light dinner and going to sleep after this
i am still tired nd tomoroow wake up when sun rises
got to do some errands and i think not going to shop this month
i need to save up and then going Batam this coming thursday
with my boys and out TL Jyeah
cant wait to shop and going for massages(the GOOD onr)
*WINK*
and then thats all for updates
and the pictures was random as i wanted to test my camera
dont mind me bustards =)

LIGHTS CAMERA ACTION
You go hit the lights, I'll set up the camera
Let's get to the action
You go hit the lights, I'll set up the camera
Let's get to the action

I've been thinking about this for some time
I got a freaky temptation burnin' deep inside

You say the strip's already rolling
And the bedroom is the set
I hope you know your lines 'cause one take is all we get
SICK again and but its getting better though
i been downing plum juice barley and just eating cereals
cant eat much as no appetite
my 2nd off day is today & i force myself to go out and get
the FujiFilm Z20FD @ whopping $269/-
cheap or expensive dont come and scold me yaw
=)
i already surveyed and i guess this was the best one
wanted to get another one and its water proof and sleek but
BUDGET and RECESSION (;
and i force myself out from bed at 2pm and got myself ready
no one was at home though as all went out
Dad = work
Mum = went JB with grandma to pass out the wedding invitation cards to cousins
NOT me but my Last But Not Least Aunty =)
so i am left all alone at home
BORING
my lips are dried and i swear i need lots of drinks now
and after buying the camera
i went home straight as i am not that well
SORRY zee that i couldnt pop by to follow you
i was sick and dont wanna to get infections on you
im a RESPONSIBLE person(CEH)
And the reason i bought New camera is because my previous one 'LOSt'
and i definitely had to get a new one and GOING Batam next Week W/out Camera
better dont go right hahahahah
and thats all for today
enough said and Sweets
thanks for the concern+)
You REALLY WANT TO SEE ME DIE?
Chaba

Yesterday was my first off and i slept only 2hours and i am all awake
went to meet afdal at my work place and he appeal for his saman
then met the boys at Marina for a movie
COMING SOON
Irwan Rik Lin Foo and Myself
and there my working colleagues
too bad melvin can tag along as he is sick
get well soon brother
so we bought the tixs at 6plus and went makan at marina and this one familiar face turns me on
we kept lookin as if we know but to bad for me
i didnt approached you girl
damm coz just wanna ask that u look familiar but where
and back to the movie
damm scary as the first part
i really shouted because i was damm shocked sia
all of the people were laughing like hell and i swear its damm scary
anjat boyboy=)
i swear im not gonna watch for the second time
and after the movie went home and i fell asleep
thats all my fans =)

i need to rest for now

SO SICK
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)Cream Of Chicken With Old Chang Kee Prawns

I had this just now to make me well

Haemophilus influenzae is a bacterium that was incorrectly considered to cause the flu until the virus was demonstrated to be the correct cause in 1933. This bacterium can cause lung infections in infants and children, and it occasionally causes ear, eye, sinus, joint, and a few other infections, but not the flu.

What are the causes of the flu?

The flu (influenza) viruses

Influenza viruses are divided into three types, designated A, B, and C. Influenza types A and B are responsible for epidemics of respiratory illness that occur almost every winter and are often associated with increased rates of hospitalization and death. Influenza type C differs from types A and B in some important ways. Type C infection usually causes either a very mild respiratory illness or no symptoms at all; it does not cause epidemics and does not have the severe public health impact of influenza types A and B. Efforts to control the impact of influenza are aimed at types A and B, and the remainder of this discussion will be devoted only to these two types.

Influenza viruses continually change over time, usually by mutation (change in the viral RNA). This constant changing often enables the virus to evade the immune system of the host (humans, birds, and other animals) so that the host is susceptible to changing influenza virus infections throughout life. This process works as follows: a host infected with influenza virus develops antibody against that virus; as the virus changes, the "first" antibody no longer recognizes the "newer" virus and reinfection can occur. The first antibody may in some instances provide partial protection against reinfection with an influenza virus.

Type A viruses are divided into types based on differences in two viral surface proteins called the hemagglutinin (H) and the neuraminidase (N). There are 16 known H subtypes and nine known N subtypes. These surface proteins can occur in many combinations. When spread by droplets or direct contact, the virus, if not killed by the host's immune system, replicates in the respiratory tract and damages host cells.

TOP OF THE WORLD

Give me them bright lights, long nights
High rise, over time...
Give me the bright lights, long nights
Party til the sun is rising
High rise, over time
Working til the moon is shinning
Hot guys, fly girls... never thought I'd say it
I feel on top of the world
I feel on top of the world... hey}

i am all awake in the morning
even though i can finally close my eyes at 3am and woke up
at 0630hrs and went to shower and do my things
cleaning the room ironing my uniform and cleaning up mess
still feeling pain all over my body
and visiting danial is few hours time with mum
as dad is in K.L doing some business errands

to Nurse
we seriously need to talk and clear the dusty air
it seems u got me all wrong
u misunderstood my intentions
i dont have grudges against Mr F because that would be the last thing a guy should do
he did nothing wrong at all
and nothing is wrong with anyone here
i didnt reply your MSN simply because i was outside and leave my MSN on
and u didnt clear with me about this in HP u see
so i thought nothing of it till i saw your long stretch of MSN messages
i am sorry but tried to talk things out but u were too busy
so i just wait for today and hope it would be a beautiful sunday
and i tell u whats on my mind and i hope it can give u peace
and please dont spread the wrong message to him
dont make us have a fight or something yeah
its not nice girl =)
other that than u are a nice person
and i bukan giler eh nak cari GF (;

and to sweets
thanks for the text message u sent in early wee hours
haha
was touched but wished i can be the torchlight lor
and u owe me some things okay
my Birthday Coming tau
16/05/09 and hope it would be a memorable birthday for me and myself
turning 20 and hope maturity comes in me

i guess i better get ready now
i wouldnt want to be late for anything
=)

THIS BEAT IS AUTOMATIC SUPERSONIC HYPNOTIC

FUNKY FRESH


I am so dead sleepy now
smoking cigga before hitting the sheets
life is as normal
went out for a while just now
friends texted me asking for meet up
but i guess i wanted to be left alone
do some deep thinking and all
in a couple hours of time
I'll be visiting my brother
miss him sey (;

went to Mustaffa Centre to get few things
Pay Day is coming soon and gonna use it for my Batam Trip
with my boys and colleagues
looking forward to it
and for some who tell me i am going to get down and dirty down there
i am so sorry
thats not the HAIKEL that you all know

=)

and we need to settle certain things zee
u got it all wrong babe
so yeah holla me up at my digits
(; peace one love
sleeping now

POKERFACE

I won't tell you that I love you
Kiss or hug you
Cause I'm bluffin' with my muffin
I'm not lying I'm just stunnin' with my love-glue-gunning
I promise this, promise this
Check this hand cause I'm marvelous

am dead tired from morning shift and it totally sucks
and now i am going off in few minutes for work
and night shift totally sucks when they bring me back all those
stupid motherfucker drink drivers
and malam ni if they bawa balik and they rty to be funny
confirm kene fuck and colloeagues would start laughing
coz when i get angry, i get hungry =)
makan je banyak tapi badan tetap sexy (Irwan Kening Cakap)
Merepek Buto(;
sorry
and yeah Nurse
Go settle things first okay
i wanna take things slowly but i just hope luck's on me baby
and take care of yourself
and yeah i should call u Miss MMS =)

and thanks fo the ultimate concern u have given me kay
=)
u and i are best friend

and to my dearest HAFA
a man loves u for what u are
he doesnt have to lay hands on you
and its hurt to know from other then from your own
ANJELINA JOLIE'S Lips darling
u wont tell me coz u scared farhan is gonna get an earthquake
but just so u know
i care for but its time u get awake by all this bullshits
once a man hits u, he's gonna hit u big time
just take a look at your own idols
Rihanna & Chris Brown

My Version Of Peace

I am deeply sorry mama for my sudden rudeness
although u know its been long since we argue over the smallest little things
but i guess i was wrong yesterday and NO people
it wasn't an April fool joke
but whatever it is i miss u and i am sorry
take good care of yourself when in JB and u be back today
i am so overwhelm (;
Both Parents left for K.L & J.B respectively
dad in is K.L for some official reasons
Mum is so called expanding her songket business in J.B
We do have strong support from the locals though but just wanna try our luck (;

I be starting work in an hours time and i am so freaking shag
i fell asleep @ 2am after much tossing around
feeling lonely though
i still have puffy eyes now and tired
dont know if i am gonna survived the 12hour shift later on
Redbull? its time to don u down my throat =)

Sorry for not texting you
my mood has been irregular this few days
sometimes i just felt like putting my cell phone down and just slacking around
watch Slumdog Millionaire yesterday but half aje
another half maybe tonight?
tomorrow must wake early and stuffs ):
tommorow Night Shift ):
sucks right
and okay pops
i better get ready for work (;

and to JUJU aka Juliana
kerja kamu nak bully ajer
Bibir Jay Z but the Sexier Version okay(;

You Got 12 Rounds To Win These Game =)

watching movie 12rounds
with colleagues
Irwan Lin Melvin Foo Rik & Myself
it was planned on out night shift though and its random
met them around 6 and i was late as usual
12 rounds was very action packed movie
its good and it shows a man's love towards his beau
John Cena did everything he could to save Molly his beau
and it was a great show for all of us
After the show we bump into Shahmee with a friend
just chill a while before we made a move to hit homey
and wish to say it was a great outing and hope we could do it again yeah

and as for u sweetie
i am sorry for the silent treatment
i just need my time alone but i appreciate your concern and care
thanks yeah and sweet blog u have

i was crossing over to aiyee's blog and she wrote about me enjoying my life
hehs

1. macam biasa je appriecate the littlest things in life yeah

see u soon beautiful (;